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A Very Special Message I Wrote from My Heart

 

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Although it is Father’s Day, I also want to appreciate the Mother’s on the day, too. And say that I am thankful to have parents and a loving family, and such a strong, brave, and beautiful father. I am thankful for the background that I come from, as it has taught me strength, endurance, faith, truth, and perseverance. These, such as a father, mother, and family, are not gifts that we are entitled to, but blessings from God. My goal is to learn to release judgment and accept everything in the name of Christ, and know that whatever is being said about me or happening to me is in the greater good of God and to benefit me, my temple. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 8

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I ask that we all give thanks today to God, and give thanks to the World, and thank yourself for being great. Let us all find one thing that we are happy to have, today, and focus on that and talk about the wonderful feelings it gives us or why we wanted it in the first place. You have the option to upgrade your life by doing good and focusing on things you like, you can complain all the time and bring others down, or you can block your gifts from God, by knowingly doing something wrong. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 8

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Sometimes when I am around a lot of negative feelings, I get a sense in my heart and body that at this very moment, this could be our last breath of air, and so I have to remove myself from the negativity and focus on a higher vibration, one that will allow me to laugh. For me this Winter, when someone hooker viciously ripped my heart out for fun, two beautiful young women where there for me, everyday, and an hour a day on Wednesdays or Thursdays. The content material on 2 Broke Girl was so funny and enduring that it kept me alive. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 8

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There are things I will never be able to understand, like why Max let that girl pull Caroline’s hair, and stopped the guy from jumping on the girl who pulled her hair, but the storyline is what kept me strong and laughing through one of the most painful times in my life, I did not think I was going to make it, until I thought of them. However, Caroline also does not know that he drink was spiked and she was high as the clouds and was about to fly to Greece with some guy she did not know and Max stopped her. I love the antics between these two, they keep each other alive and safe. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 8

 

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I really felt like I was dying. When I would be out walking, my body felt like it was going to fall flat on my face, and my spirit was going to float away. With lots of rest, some vitamins, a few good laughs, and tons of water, I am feeling a lot stronger, but have a while longer to go before I am totally back. I still feel weak. I have never in my life experienced more hardship than with this last year with my father. I literally feel like I have had to slay his demons. At times, I love him and he is the most beautiful man in the World, but then some of the times he is involved in and people do to me because of him, I get so filled with anger, and rage, and raw emotions that I feel like I have the power to fly myself to the moon and back. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 8

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Because of all this, I am kindly asking you guys to stop being wild and acting rude and repent and beg God for forgiveness and find way to contribute to the families and businesses and government and city that you have hurt. As humans we are supposed to make thing better and more easy on the next generation, not more difficult. If we see someone in need and it is safe to do so, then that is okay. However, I saw two teenage girls approach a homeless man, at 11pm and night, it may have been later, and offer him food. I just want to say that was not wise because you talked to a stranger and did not know what he might do to you and there was no one around. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 8

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Luckily, as I walked by, nothing happened. So just know that sometimes people are there to protect you and you may not even realize it. Also, before you turn your back on your loved one, think of life as a move. How would you feel if you watched a story about two lovers who spent years courting each other, and then suddenly one of them turns their back, and they look for this love to never find him again, and the how ends. All I am saying is that make the ending to your show that you want to see.  #RyanPhillippe 7 of 8

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That air of mystery and pain is hurtful. Is he alive, how is he did, will I ever see him again, is he seeing someone else now romantically? All the things you want to know, or did he possibly relocate? Then because he is missing you want to give your heart to someone else, but no one else compares. Like you could really spend the rest of your life with this person, but does he feel the same? Did he move on, why is he forsaking me? #RyanPhillippe 8 of 8

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Expensive Music and Tableaux Vivants

 

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In town I returned to preoccupations which, for the moment, had the happy effect of banishing troublesome thoughts. After much debate, and anxious counsel with our newly acquire friends, we had decided on the bold move of giving a general entertainment. To attack society collectively, when one’s means of approach are limited to a few acquaintances, is like advancing into a strange country with an insufficient number of scouts; but such rash tactics have sometimes led to brilliant victories, and Randolph has determined to put our fate to the touch. Expensive music and tableaux vivants are two baits most likely to attract the desired prey, and after prolonged negotiations, and the kind of wire pulling which, by a farther miracle of persuasion, the distinguished portrait painter, Hans von Aachen, had been prevailed upon to organize.  #RyanPhillippe 1 of 9

 

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Cyclothymia is an illness of the blood, as the word itself tells us—cyclo-thymia, the cycling of thymos. Thymos is the blood soul—body and psychic vitality untied. In the Greek World, thymos was the generator of motion or agitation, that which roused a man to action, and was customarily the abode of joy, pleasure, love, sympathy, and anger. Greek writing sometimes referred to thymos as the raging and boiling of the blood. Said to be in the lungs as the vapor of the liquid of the blood, thymos is a commingling of blood as vitality and breath as psyche. Thymos is active and throbs, beats, quivers, pants, and moves rhythmically. Many common place expressions show the quality of thymos—to pant with eagerness, gasp with astonishment, snow with indignation, sob with grief, sigh with sadness.  #RyanPhillippe 2 of 9

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Blood soul cannot be seen by the hematologist. Like psyche or soul, thymos is not a substance, but neither is it a viewpoint towards things. It carries less the sense of reflection and mirroring, less the imagining of soul, and more the sense of enactment. Thymos as enactment brings soul into action; it concerns the action of the soul of the World in relation to the individual soul. Thymos impels a way of acting in the World rather than a way of reflecting the World; acting with beauty in relation to the soul of the World which reveals itself as beautiful. Cyclothymia is then an illness of the rhythm of feelings, which require beauty in order to act. What is the matter in cyclothymia is the absence of beauty, resulting in the mood cycles of depression, a turning inward toward individual soul, and nervous excitability, a turning outward to act in soul seeking soul, but finding none. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 9

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While it has been normalized so that no one is any longer diagnosed with Cyclothymia, it nevertheless constitutes a deep malaise of our culture. Nearly daily now, there are newspaper reports of unexplainable violence—quiet, reflective young men suddenly turning into mass murders, like the nice man next door who has twenty bodies stashed in his cellar. In the broad cultural sphere the situation is similar—the Cyclothymia of the stock market, cycles of terrorism followed by quiet as if it did not exist, all the swinging of mood and the inescapable nearness of violence. When the soul of the World is diminished, the soul of the individual does not know how to act, it does not experience a setting for its action, and thus explodes all at one. Since Cyclothymia concerns the inability of soul to act because it faces a World seemingly devoid of soul, it might be of benefit to consider the character of soul action, the dramatic character of soul; this in turn may help us recover the action of soul in the World. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 9

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Drama and the structure of dreams are very similar to dramatic action. Dramatic structure—statement of place, dramatis personae, exposition, development of plot, culmination or crisis, solution or lysis—and dreams also imitate this structure. Since in fact dreams seldom if ever follow such a structure, what are we at? We are led to the drama of dream by virtue of the fact that the persons and events of dreams are most often partly presentations of persons and events from waking life, what would be called real, and yet partly imaginal figures—the characters of dreams act unlike they act and present themselves in waking life. So dream characters, the individual presentations of soul in dreams, are like stage actors who simultaneously real people and imaginal figures.  #RyanPhillippe 5 of 9

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The very essence of dramatic figures is such that there is no way to get behind their manifestations. We understand them through their action, through the agony of their tension and movement in relation to each other. Now, it that ambiguity is characteristic of the presentations of the individual soul, so also does it characterize the presentation of the soul of the World; what is real is also imagine, and the real and the imaginal are inseparable.  The word you threw behind when you left has rippled the serenity and brought about some mysterious dream to my heart. When the imaginal aspect of the World can no longer be recognized, when the soul of the World becomes repressed so that everything is taken as literal, that is, as being without soul, then the individual soul erupts violently into a World unable to meet its force with counterforce. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 9

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Sincere friendship links the open hearts, it gives out the sweet tenderness. I fancy that I would make up a humorous story to crack a four-years joke on you, but I am afraid to spoil the clean Summer. Please forgive me. Now we get just a little closer to the suffering of Cyclothmymia by pointing to the agony included in those moments of being torn apart and tearing others apart. Happiness is not hidden in the satiation but in the yearning. I always ask you how far it is from the eyes to the heart. What is it that occurs in this agony, so quickly covered over with good-heartedness, so easily rationalized as just another family argument, a misunderstanding between a man and wife, a bad day at the office, but yet leading perhaps to violence?  #RyanPhillippe 7 of 9

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The temper flare-up of the cyclothymic may be more like a cosmic flare-up than a simple temper tantrum. I want to also suggest that the Cyclothymic wants to act with soul in a World with soul, but is prevented from acting by a gap that is filled in either of two ways: violence is one way, and now I want to introduce another, addictions. In order to see more clearly the seething cauldron of violence brewing in the World, it is first necessary to see through addiction.  The individual in present society—passive, lost, condemned to a state of consumerism—nevertheless feels that there is something within him that can become a creating force in the World. Such a feeling can initiate a transformative process, a movement into soul, a perceiving of the World as a soul. The only secret is the persistent ability to use the Law, and the determination to continue to use it until we prove it. #RyanPhillippe 8 of 9

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You are the light of the World. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light sine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in Heaven. Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. I tell you the truth, until Heaven and Earth disappears, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished.  #RyanPhillippe 9 of 9

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Ascertaining the Threat: We are Higher than Animals in Evolution

 

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For I suppose that is what you do wish. And, though I was unable to consent when you spoke to me in this way before, I am ready, now that I know you so much better, to trust my happiness to your hands. You are very kind; but I do not think we need to discuss the matter farther. You see, I know where you stand—I know how completely I am in your power. That sounds like stage-talk, does it not? However, there is a lot of truth in some of those old gags; and I do not suppose you bought those better simply because you are collecting autographs. Getting on to things is a mighty useful accomplishment in business, and I have simply extended it to my private affairs. For this is partly my affair, you see—at least, it depends on you to make it so.  #RyanPhillippe 1 of 12

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Let us look at the situation straight in the eyes. For reasons I do not need to go into, did you a beastly return last Spring. Everyone knows you have simply been sacrificed to the laziness and selfishness of your friends. Is that not a pretty fair statement of the case? Well, some people say you have got the neatest kind of answer in your hands: that son of yours and they want him. Why not give him the chance to show someone to the door. I daresay, you allow people to torture him, so why not introduce him to a kind young man, who is attractive, and peaceful and you just sit back and watch and see how things go? #RyanPhillippe 2 of 12

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Funny. You do not seem to care for that particular form of getting even, and, taking a purely business view of the question, I think you are right. In a deal like that, nobody comes out with perfectly clean hands, and the only way for you to start fresh for show, is to get your son’s back instead of trying to hurt and fight him. You pause long enough to draw breath, but not to give him time for expression. And as he presses on, expounding and elucidating his idea with the directness of the man who has no doubts of his cause, he found the indignation gradually freezing on his lip, found himself held fast in the grasp of his conversation by the mere cold strength of its presentation. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 12

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You see how simple it is, do you not? Well, do not be carried away by the idea that it is too simple. You exactly  had started in with a clean bill of health. Then you were angry and depressed before your son came back into your life, and now you smile, and laugh, and tell jokes, and watch TV and are happy. You do not want these little questions cropping up again. Your son is showing everyone how powerful you are. Your name and image are being worshipped in over 100 countries because of this wonderful and attractive young man. That is my share in the business—bitch! I want to pay him to build my empire so he can experience life.  However, without him, in six months, you will be back again among your old worries, or worse ones; and here he is moving suddenly nearer.  #RyanPhillippe 4 of 12

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Now what on Earth does that mean? I thought we understood each other. Danger is a normal part of life, and the brain is in charge of detecting it and organizing our response. Sensory information about the outside World arrives through our eyes, nose, ears, and skin. So why are you allowing him to live in a place, alone, were he is assaulted, threatened, and poisoned while you are out working and having the time of your life? These sensations converge in the thalamus, an area inside the limbic system that acts as the “cook” within the brain. The thalamus stirs all the input from our perceptions into a fully blended autobiographical soup, an integrated, coherent experience of “this is what is happening to me.” The sensations are then passed on in two directions—down to the amygdala, two small almond-shaped structures that lie deeper in the limbic, unconscious brain, and up to the frontal lobes, where they reach our conscious awareness.  #RyanPhillippe 5 of 12

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Neuroscientist call the pathway to the amygdala “the low road,” which is extremely fast, and that to the frontal cortex the “high road,” which takes several milliseconds longer in the midst of an overwhelmingly threatening experience. However, the processing by the thalamus can break down. Sights, sounds, smells, and touch are encoded as isolated, dissociated fragments, and normal memory processing disintegrates. Time freezes, so that the present danger feels like it will last forever. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 12

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The central function of the amygdala, which I call the brain’s Christmas day smoke detector, is to identify whether incoming input is relevant for our survival. It does so quickly an automatically, with the help of feedback from the hippocampus, a nearby structure that relates the new input to past experiences. If the amygdala senses a threat—a potential collision with an oncoming vehicle, a person on the street who is threatening us—it sends an instant message down to the hypothalamus and the brain stem, recruiting the stress hormone system and the autonomic nervous system (ANS) to orchestrate a whole-body response. #RyanPhillippe 7 of 12

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Because the amygdala processes the information it receives from the thalamus faster than the frontal lobes do, it decides whether incoming information is a threat to our survival even before we are consciously aware of the danger. By the time most realize what is happening, the body may already be on the move. The amygdala’s danger signals trigger the release of powerful stress hormones, including cortisol and adrenaline, which increase the heart rate, blood pressure, and rate of breathing, preparing us to fight back or escape. Once the danger is past, the body returns to its normal state fairly quickly. However, when recovery is blocked, the body is triggered to defend itself, which makes people feel agitated and aroused and that is why you had an abortion of violent emotions. #RyanPhillippe 8 of 12

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While the Christmas day smoke detector is usually pretty good at picking up new danger clues, trauma increases the risk of misinterpreting whether a particular engagement in a situation is dangerous or safe. You can get along with other people only if you can accurately gauge whether their intentions are benign or dangerous like a walk through with a black widow. Even a slight misreading can lead to painful misunderstandings in relationships at the house or at work. For example, someone pretending to be you and to hurt your family, then running to hide. Functioning effectively in a complex work environment or household filled with rambunctious kids and violently aggressive senior citizens requires the ability to quickly asses how people are feeling and continuously adjusting your behavior accordingly. Faulty alarm systems lead to blowups or shutdowns in response to innocuous comments or facial expressions. #RyanPhillippe 9 of 12

 

 

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If the interpretation of threat by the amygdala is too intense, and/or the filtering system from the higher areas of the brain are too weak, as often happens in people with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), individuals lose control over automatic emergency responses, like prolonged startle (you can scare them to death, or put them in shock), or they may experience aggressive outbursts, which could be physical or verbal. And that is why God says, show others the kind of compassion you would like to see, love your brother and neighbor as yourself, you never know what someone else is going through. The causes of trauma are complex; survival from trauma is complex; the experience of human companionship, love, loneliness, and life and death are all complex. #RyanPhillippe 10 of 12

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This complexity of surviving the human experience is further compounded by the fact that these experiences must be evaluated on both an individual and cultural level. Everyone’s early childhood experiences, his history of trauma, his experience with friendships and love, marriage, interpersonal difficulties, divorce, abortion, murder, and losses—all are unique; and guidelines for nourishing human relationships for the sake of one’s health must therefore be fashioned in terms of this unique history. And yet, at the same time, these guidelines must also be fashioned in terms of the society in which we all live.  #RyanPhillippe 11 of 12

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The parting tears are as transparent as pearls. Let us both keep them with care.  Still there is no knowing when we shall meet again. Let this small piece of paper take to you my cordial heat and eternal love. God will also send you rain for the seed you sow in the ground, and the food that comes from the land will be rich and plentiful. In that day, your bank account will experience a growth in balance. In the day of great slaughter, when the towers fall, streams of water will flow on every high mountain and every lofty hill. The moon will shine like the Sun, and the Sunlight will be seven times brighter, like the light of seven full days, when the LORD binds up the bruises of his people and heals the wounds of the inflicted.  #RyanPhillippe 12 of 12

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Many People on Earth Suffer from Folie Circulaire

 

 

Talk of love making people jealous and suspicious—it is nothing to social ambition! I used to lie awake at night wondering whether I could get time and money enough. I hope you managed to make yourself comfortable, father? Is it not a jolly little house? It is such a blessing to have a few quiet weeks with you. Your hair is wonderful. However, you have told me so little that I can only guess what has been happening; but in the rush are alive, and there is no time to keep on hating anyone without cause, and if that woman is still nasty enough to want to injure you with other people it must be because she is still afraid of you. From her standpoint there is only one reason for being afraid of you; and my own idea is that, if you want to punish her, you hold the means in your hand. There only thing I can tell her is to find a new man to fix her eyes on because if she keeps coming around you, she will perish like a thief on the streets of Oakland, California USA.  

 And my longing for shelter and security was intensified by the passionate desire to triumph over her, as only wealth and predominance cold triumph over her. As your son and representative, I at least present an invulnerable front to my enemy. As she walked beside you, shrinking in every nerve fro, the way in which your look and tone made free of her, yet she told herself that the momentary conflict and pain and suffering she caused was an endurance of your mood and the price she must pay for her ultimate power over you, she tried to calculate the exact point at which concession must turn to resistance, and the price you would have to pay be equally clear to you. However, your dapper self-confidence seemed impenetrable to such hints, but behind closed doors, you had an abortion of emotions and promised to terminate anything that reminded you of her.   

My blood tingled with the grossness of the rebuff; but she got checked the first lead of your anger, when you told her that she has no one for herself to blame if you gave her the impression that she was even worthy of life. Her word-play was always too quick for you, but you caught on to what she is doing, and closed the door in her face telling her that was the final good bye. If she ever talked to you again, the police said that you both would be ruined behind bars because what you have done to your son and they are sick of how you do not spend time with him, but he worships you. Let me pause for a moment, your behavior has raised eyebrows and people want to show you and tell you how you did him and made him feel. However, your son is not allowed to do anything without your permission. You keep him held hostage and no one ever gets to spend time with him.   

I have seen so many draw close to your son and seek his attention, he was so sad he made the angels cry, but you watch as he falls down like rain. And when he reaches for you, it seems as if he reaches in vain. It is just not fair, this thing called loving. When he stands there, you act as if you feel nothing. He would have done anything for you, he still loves you, and he adores you. All day, to keep from falling apart, he spent the evenings laughing with two women. That harlot you were running with damn near killed him. He is more in love with you than he was this time last year; you have to face that the situation has changed. You may not be as desirable as you once were. People see the pictures that harlot posts, and they believe the stories about you, but your son does not want to believe them. Stop the tracks and state facts. How they gone be talking trash, they act like you just got up in it, you been with that boy forever. These women and some of the men have split personalities and are schizoid, and in a hysteria.  

Well, why should they not hear your reasons for doing it, then? We are neither of us such new hands that a little plain speaking is going to hurt us. Having concocted the illness as a fiction, I was drawn to the fact that these women have been feeding your son poison and exposing him to things he is allergic to and slandering him to end his life, and they have almost accomplished their goal several times. This alteration between stupor and activity, interspersed with anger displayed by these women is an illness called Folie Circylarie. Suffers experience a circular rhythm of mood, a cycle of mild depression, rage, and random bodily activity, interspersed with anger, hate and loss of rational thoughts, some men also suffer from it and they attack your son without cause. Folie Circylarie is a form of hysteria and manic depression by the independence of the mood periodicity from outward circumstances. The disease is impossible to interrupt without hypnosis.  

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Can I Get to Your Heart, Can I Get to Your Soul?

 

 

I hate to see you cry, my love is by your side. I run, but I am running to you. You will not see me cry, I am crying inside. In this World, no matter how many more years I will live and how far I will further travel, what I can never forget is your encouragement and expectations. In these special days, my dear God, how I wish I could once again listen to your endearing inculcation…God, your youth is beautiful because it likes prosperous spring willows, gurgling spring, surging waves and galloping wheels. I wish you are young forever. A heart lack of attention requires most Sunshine. God, how many times you comfort me with your warm big hands. I will cherish and treasure your love and your deep feelings forever. I will never forget your love, when I am in low spirits, it is you who push black clouds off my heart and bring me lovely Sunlight. God you warm every pupil’s heart with fire-like intensity of the beautiful on a Summer’s day, while recreating in the fields. Countless hearts are guided and encouraged by you, even your back was watched by ardent eyes. I am your Albatross guiding you in this White Squall, no need to be Little Boy Blue.  

LORD, you have established peace for us; all that we have accomplished you have done for us. LORD, our God, other gods have ruled over us, and in your name we have accomplished honor. They are now dead; they live no more; those departed spirits do not rise. You punished them and brought them to ruin; you wiped out all memory of them. You have enlarged the nation. You have gained glory for yourself; you have extended all the borders of the land. We have not given birth to people of the World. However, your dead will live, their bodies will rise. You who dwell in the dust, wake up and shout for joy. Your dew is like the dew of the morning; the Earth will give birth to its dead. Go, my people, enter your rooms and shut your doors behind you; hide yourselves for a little while until his wrath has passed by. See, the LORD is coming out of his dwelling to punish the people of Earth for their sins. The Earth will disclose the blood shed upon her, she will conceal her slain no longer.  Once one has gained friendship, hardship and agony will decrease and mirth and happiness will increase many times. Friendships had the expertise and observation of the best doctor the diligence and discretion of the best nurse and the care and patience of the best Father. The seed of friendship with my father, God, is deeply embedded in your heart and mine. When Father’s Day comes, it will bud into a flower of fragrant lilac and vanilla, that will belong to you and me.

The ruthless will vanish, the mockers will disappear, and all who have eyes for evil will be cut down—those who with a word make a man out to be guilty, who ensnare the defender in court and with false testimony deprive the innocent of justice. No longer will your son be ashamed; no longer will your face grow pale. What you have left with me is a beautiful reminiscence and what you have impressed in my mine is purity and friendship. When I suggest a toast of vintage cranberry juice in my memory to you, I am the first to get drunk. If we say that the father is to be an evergreen tree, he then must be watered with the water welling up from my heart, his son; if we say that the father-son bond is to be a never withering flower, the Sun will shine on it rising from one’s heart. As your son, I am able to make your tree of life evergreen. With this tree and my presence, I will comfort you when you are moody; I will make your life fraught with luster. I appreciate your personality very much which is like a minor, you would rather be broken than distout faces. Trickling sluggish river flowing to the White Squall, it will exist forever although losing the Albatross itself.  

You dedicate yourself silently without leaving fame, but the value of the Albatross and life will exist forever with your career. You are the best-looking man to ever exist with your soft pillow lips, almond shaped blue eyes, perfectly architectured face, well balanced and symmetric, golden hair and golden skin that reflects so handsomely in the Summer Sun. Oh, Dear God, why do you rush away from me and not stay for awhile and delight in a meal and mirth. I have opened my heart, house, mind, and body to you.  Revenge and rehabilitation might be mine and a stroke—there was something dazzling in the completeness of the opportunity. I am standing silent, gazing away from you down the autumnal stretch of the deserted lane. And suddenly fear possessed me—fear of myself, and of the terrible force of the temptation. All my past weakness were like so many eager accomplices drawing me toward the path their feet had already smoothed. I turned quickly, and held out my hand to you, God.  At any rate, you engaged me so long that the sweet words were being handed when I caught a phrase on my other side, you never avoid the heaviness of big mountain, you never despise the shallowness of the pool, you are stead as rock and look storms as the real God in my study and life. I acknowledge the God you are and will stand in awe of the God of the Universe, Earth, and Sacramento. My worship is made up of your lips and heart and the rules you taught me—facing the World with a soul. You can make it so real because you cannot deny you have blown my mind, and when I see you, God, I just do not want to let go. Do not let go. 

 

 

Arrogance will Produce Submission Across the Border

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Let us not harass ourselves by stating possible evils, and then, to avoid them, fly to those which are certain. Some arrive at causes by noting coincidences; yet, now and then, coincidences are deceitful. Surely this is our God; we trusted him, and he saved us. This is the LORD, we trusted in him; let us rejoice and be glad in his salvation. When your judgments come upon the Earth, the people of the World learn righteousness. Though grace is shown to the wicked, they do not learn righteousness; even in a land of uprightness they go on doing evil and regard not the majesty of the LORD. Let them see your zeal for your people and be put to shame; let the fire reserved for your enemies consume them. It seems that we go from freezing outside to the furnace. God, you care, like the red charcoal fire, gives me endless warmth. How can I not thank you? You burn yourself and give out all heat, light and energy sparing no effort. God, you are beloved and respected like red candles. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 5

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Crucial for understanding trauma, the frontal lobes are also the seat of empathy—our ability to feel into someone else. One of the truly sensational discoveries of modern neuroscience took place in 1994, when in a lucky accident a group of Italian scientist identified specialized cells in the cortex that came to be known as mirror neurons. The researchers had attached electrodes to individual neurons in a child’s premotor area, then set up a computer monitor precisely which neurons fired when the child picked up a He-Man toy or grasped his sippy cup. At one point an experimenter was putting burritos into a box when he looked up at the computer, and the child’s brain cells were firing at the exact location where the motor command neurons were located. However, the child was not eating nor moving. He was watching the researcher, and his brain was vicariously mirroring the researcher’s actions. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 5

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There is nothing like a little journey together to make people understand each other. Numerous other experiments followed around the World, and it soon became clear that mirror neurons explained many previously unexplainable aspects of the minds, such as empathy, imitation, synchrony, and even the development of language. One writer compared mirror neurons to neural WiFi—we pick up not only another person’s movement but his emotional state and intentions as well. When people are in sync with each other, they tend to stand or sit similar ways, and their voices take on the same rhythms. However, our mirror neurons also make us vulnerable to others’ negativity so that we respond to their anger with fury or are dragged down by their depression. Trauma almost invariably involves not being seen, not being mirrored, and not being taken into account. Treatment needs to reactivate the capacity to safely mirror, and be mirrored, by others, but also to resist being hijacked by others’ negative emotions. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 5

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He that been bitten by a serpent is afraid of a rope. It is rare to meet with a man who has lived much in the World who has not persuaded himself that caution is always the result of wisdom. As anybody who has worked with brain-damaged people or taken care of demented parents has learned the hard way, well-functioning frontal lobes are crucial for harmonious relationships with fellow members of the human population. Realizing that other people can think and feel differently from us is huge developmental step for two- and three-year-olds. They learn to understand others’ motives, so they can adapt and stay safe in groups that have different perceptions, expectations, and values. Without flexible, active frontal lobes people become creatures of habit, and their relationships become superficial and routine. Invention and innovation, discovery and wonder—all are lacking. Trauma can have a major impact on function of the brain throughout life. The prefrontal cortex develops last, and also is affected by trauma exposure, including being unable to filter out irrelevant information. Throughout life it is vulnerable to go off-line in response to threat.  #RyanPhillippe 4 of 5

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However, with the use of technology, programmers are finding new ways to deal with brain injuries and new methods for teaching students is being proposed. Some are suggesting the computer programming will replace current school curriculum. In the new system of education, the child is not presented with subject matter of any sort. Rather, whatever the child is to learn comes about by the child inventing it on the computer. For instance, a child would no longer learn grammar. The subject would be replaced by the programming of general structure, such as the structure of a poem, which is filled with words selected from a random list. The student insets various words into the general structure until an error-free poem is produced, that is, one in which each part of grammar is perfect. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 5

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Rapid Rooter Plumbing—Clean, Repair and Replace!

 

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Nature is an immaculate virgin, forever standing unrobed before us. Taken together, the caveman brain and the limbic system make up what I will call the emotional brain. The emotion brain is at the heart of the central nervous system, and its key take is to look out for your welfare. If it detects danger or a special opportunity—such as a promising partner—it alerts you by releasing a squirt of hormones. The resulting visceral sensations (ranging from a sensation of euphoria, mild queasiness, to the grip of panic in your chest) will interfere with whatever your mind is currently focused on and get you moving—physically and mentally—in a different direction. Even at their most subtle, these sensations have a huge influence on the small and large decision we make throughout our lives: what we choose to ear, where we like to sleep and with whom, what music we prefer, whether we like to garden or sing in a choir, and whom we befriend and whom we detest. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 5

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The emotions brain’s cellular organization and biochemistry are simpler than those of the neocortex, our rational brain, and it assesses incoming information in a more global way. As a result, it jumps to conclusions based on rough similarities, in contrast with the rational brain, which is organized to sort through a complex set of options. (The textbook example is leaping back in terror when a crazy chick posts an alter picture of you two on social media—only to realize it is a coiled snake.) The emotional brain initiates preprogrammed escape plans, like the stand your ground or escape responses. These muscular and physiological reactions are automatic, set in motion without any thought or planning on our part, leaving our conscious, rational capacities to catch up later, often well after the threat is over. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 5

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Finally, we reach the top layer of the brain, the neocortex. We share this outer layer with other mammals, but it is much thicker in humans. In the second year of life the frontal lobes, which makes up the bulk of our neocortex, begin to develop at a rapid pace. The ancient philosopher called seven years the age of reason. For us first grade is the prelude of things to come, a life organized around frontal-lobe capacities: sitting still; keeping sphincters in check, being able to use words rather than acting out; understanding abstract and symbolic ideas; planning for tomorrow; and being in tune with teachers and classmates. For instance, a good teacher, who wants to see you do well in life will not constantly present you with crazy lectures about divorces, cheating, fighting, feces, nor chaos. They want to tell you thing to enrich your life and help you have a better day. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 5

 

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The frontal lobes of the brain are responsible for the qualities that make us unique within the Earthly kingdom. They enable us to use language and abstracts thought. The frontal lobes of the brain also give us our ability to absorb and integrate vast amounts of information and attach meaning to it. Despite our excitement about the linguistic feats of chimpanzees and rhesus monkeys, only human beings command the words and symbols necessary to create the communal, spiritual, and historical contexts that shape our lives. The frontal lobes of our brains allow us to plan and reflect, to imagine and play our future scenarios. They also help us to predict what will happen if we take one actions (like tearing down the mall) or neglect another (not paying the mortgage on the new King’s arena). The frontal lobes of the brain make choice possible and underlie our astonishing creativity. Generations of frontal lobes, working in close collaboration, have created culture, which got us out of slavery, to flying in jet planes, and using the internet. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 5

 

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Things have their own psychology. The tiresome foray of psychology into the realm of individual human affairs has sidetracked us from giving attention to the work of soul in the World, trapping it for several centuries in the black box of subjectivity. The computer: what kind of thing is it? It is, after all, part of the World, and the compelling task before us is to find its soul by seeing through opinions, reactions, and judgments, through what we fear, desire, and wish and dream for, through the enthusiasm of technologist and the disgust of humanists—in order to let the computer speak for itself. The hands-on experts are not able to perceive the soul because they have come under its possession, and drunk with enthusiasm they are driven by it as if by a God or a Daemonic force. The video game was the LSD of the 80s; the computer is the cocaine of the 90s; and WiFi 5G connection and the Xanax and Molly of the roaring 2000s. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 5

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Few People have the Art of making the Most of Nature’s Wealth

 

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The most important career of the brain is to ensure our survival, even under the most miserable conditions. Conditions like when a former prostitute will not stop begging you for money, threatening you, following you, and posting pictures up on social media to upset you and your family. So after the brain ensures your survival, everything else is secondary. In order to keep your body functioning, the brain is required to generate internal signals that register what our bodies require such as food, and rest or protection. Our rational, cognitive brain is actually the youngest part of the brain and occupies only about 30 percent of the area inside of our skull. The rational brain is primarily concerned with the World outside us: understanding how things and people work and figuring out how to accomplish our goal, dreams, and manage our times, and sequence our actions.  #RyanPhillippe 1 of 10

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Beneath the rational brain lie two evolutionary antiquated, and to some degree separate, brains, which are in charge of everything else: the moment-by-money registration and management of our body’s physiology and the identification of comfort, safety, threat, hunger, fatigue, desire, longing, excitement, pleasure, and pain. The brain is built from the bottom up. It develops every child in the womb, just as it did in the course of evolution. The most primitive part, the part that I already online when we are born, is the ancient Neanderthals, often called the caveman brain. It is located in the brain stem, just above the place where our spinal cord enters the skull. This caveman brain is responsible for all the things that newborn babies can do: eat, sleep, wake, cry, breathe; feel temperature, hunger, wetness, and pain; and rid the body of toxins by urinating and defecating.  #RyanPhillippe 2 of 10

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The brain stem and the hypothalamus (which sits directly above it) together control the energy levels of the body. They coordinate the functioning of the heart and lungs and also the endocrine and immune systems, ensuring that these basic life-sustaining systems are maintained within the relatively stable internal balance known as homeostasis. Breathing, eating, sleeping, boo booing, and urinating are so fundamental that their significance is easily neglected when we are considering the complexities of mind and behavior. However, if your sleep is disturbed, you have trouble urinating, or your bowls do not move own their, or if you always feel hungry, of if being touched makes you want to scream (as is often the case with traumatized children and adults), the entire organism is thrown into disequilibrium. It is amazing how many psychological problems involve difficulties with sleep, appetite, touch, digestion, and arousal. Any effective treatment for trauma has to address these basic housekeeping functions of the body.  #RyanPhillippe 3 of 10

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Right above the caveman brain is the limbic system. It is also known as the mammalian brain, because all animals that live in groups and nurture their young possess one. Development of this part of the brain truly takes off after a baby is born. It is the seat of the emotions, the monitor of danger, the judge of what is pleasurable or scary, the arbiter of what is or is not important for survival purposes. It is also a central command post for coping with the challenges of living within our complex social networks. The projected self is the process in which division is assumed as the ongoing duality of me and my experience, my demands against the demands of the World outside. Resolution of this dichotomy involves questioning into the assumed division of self-image and experience. One may express such resolution, not as a strategy or solution brought into the present, but as timeless presenteness that is always the case. Allowing recognition of this being that never is not there, but simply is not located or objectified. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 10

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In examining the process by which psychological distress gives way to a release of the unreal, constructed and projected self, very briefly refer to the case example of Luke. Luke suffered from depressed mood and anxiety about being seen negatively by others. He tended to focus on family expectations that he maintains a successful marriage, and also understood his being as a person defined through having a successful relationship. Luke was to, in a key moment, relinquish the previously perceived self-image, status, and artificial sense of self-esteem involved in having a self that could be presented as successful at getting love and giving love. This moment arose after tears, anger, regret, and disappointment has been voiced. However, that moment itself involved clarity, stillness, and a kind of stark realization that the momentum of the past had dissolved. Luke stated, “I do not need to be that man anymore, who has to be seen as successful in relationships.” #RyanPhillippe 5 of 10

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The limbic system is shaped in response to experience, in partnership with the infant’s own genetic makeup and inborn temperament. (As all parents of more than one child quickly notice, babies differ from birth in the intensity and nature of their reactions to similar events.) Whatever happens to a baby contributes to the emotional and perceptual map of the World that its developing brain creates. The brain is formed in a use-dependent manner. This is another way of describing neuroplasticity, the relatively recent discovery that neurons that fire together, wire together. When a circuit fires repeatedly, it can become a default setting—the response most likely to occur. If you feel safe and loved, your brain become specialized in exploration, play, and cooperation; if you are frightened and unwanted, the brain specializes in managing feelings of fear and abandonment. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 10

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As infants and toddlers, we learn about the World by moving, grabbing, and crawling and by discovering what happens when we cry, smile, or protest. We are constantly experimenting with our surroundings—how do our interactions change the way our bodies feel? Attend any two-year-old’s birthday party and notice how little Ryan will engage you, play with you, dally with you, without any requirement for language. These early explorations shape the limbic structures devoted to emotions and memory, but these structures can also be significantly modified by later experiences: for the better by a close friendship or a beautiful first love, for instance, or for the worse by a violent assault, relentless bullying, or neglect. The city might strike horror in your heart. The city is in ruins. So much pollution fills the air that it never rains. #RyanPhillippe 7 of 10

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Most people seem to have left the planet; only leaving those with defective minds behind. People who have done so much evil that that are cursed, and haunted. Their curse is that have subscribed to the Devil’s network and cannot break free. Their minds are corrupt and the threads of their brains bleed together so that they cannot distinguish memories, thoughts, nor identities. They in essence believe their lies to be true, even if you have proof that they are wrong. They do not know they are cursed, but refuse to recognize God and repent for their sins, so they live in a daily hell where they lie and hurt people for fun. Garbage collects everywhere. Seamy character roam the streets and mostly abandoned buildings. #RyanPhillippe 8 of 104567

Layered on top of this image lies a World of technological perfection. Automatic air-lock doors open and close along the street. A huge dirigible passes over the city periodically, with neon signs advertising products. Police patrol the ruins in electronic airships. Lights, electronic gadgets, computers of every sort populate this city. We are presented a massive image of the making of a new World soul. Some are searching out a group of genetically engineered creatures who look exactly like human beings, except that they are technically perfect—they are brilliant, have incredible athletic bodies, and are extremely peaceful, as long as psychopathic people refrain from blocking their paths. Our hero develops a strong bond with a genetically engineered young man, and he with him. #RyanPhillippe 9 of 10

The young man was constructed with the memory implant from another person, whom he looks a lot like him, and seems to have his feelings. This image is important for it opens a door that we must pass through. We have distilled the World of electronic technology to what it seems to be actually about. WiFi networks have created a new kind of soul for their Earth, one that somehow allows people to teleport certain places or bleed into other threads of reality. World are now combining. The past is mixing with the present and the future and the dead seem to be returning to life and are concentrating on the technological hopes to see the World through it to soul. And Nature, ever, like the antiquated Hebrew God, cries out, thou shalt have no others gods before me!  #RyanPhillippe 10 of 10

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Good Day Sacramento you have No Soul Nor Heart—just Evil!

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I always like a little accident early; it makes us safe for the rest of the day. Roentgen accidentally discovered x-rays when he left a cathode ray tube near a key that he had left on a photographic plate and found a shadowy picture of the key left on the plate when he developed it. This led to the discoveries of Becquerel and the Curies who discovered nuclear radiation in 1896. Now, all of these accidents indicate that in electricity we are dealing with an unknown force. The presently predominant theories of electricity concern how it functions, not what it is. And the fascination with electricity contains a strong element of the feeling that the soul of the World has been captured and that it is thus now possible to construct a new World. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 6

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Television is a prime instance of a creation of a new World. We think we see a picture when we look at the television, but there is nothing there but a rapidly moving series of dots and a field between screen and viewer. Together, the screen and the viewer make an image of a World that is a bright and alluring imitation of the actual World, an image full of substance and feeling. If television damages the soul it is because of the content, presenters. We do not realize it, but the moments we spend in that synthetic World, are robbing us of our soul, lives, and real life experiences. The forgetfulness allows for the possibility of viewing the most horrible events without feeling their reality, and then inviting these dark shadows and evil experiences into our own lives, because in the imitation World there is no reality left to be felt and that is passed on to the viewer.  #RyanPhillippe 2 of 6

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If we are to reduce the illusory power of electronic technology, we must dispel the illusion in the claim that extraordinary benefits are at hand as we enter the information age. We must expose the deception that these anchors, reporters, and DJs are sneaking evil into your minds and got you gossiping and physically attacking private citizens and celebrities who have not even did anything wrong. And these lies the media is telling you is causing people to be stalked, physically assaulted, fired from the jobs, and raped. Television teaches how to see the World in which all matters are treated equally, the same things are presented over and again, and the actions presented have permanent consequences, as many of you are confused and cannot tell what is real or not. You have reporters telling you that it is okay to hate a certain young man, and that he is a dog and a girl and had sex reassignments, and none of this is true, but you guy believe it and have acted out based on these beliefs.  #RyanPhillippe 3 of 6

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People are becoming active participants in the dark shadows of the evil leaking out of Good Day Sacramento, and other stations and find it amusing to hurt and innocent person you never even met. And then you people show up to work, the next day, like you did nothing wrong and keep spreading lies and your employers will not fire you, nor will the police arrest you, yet. The TV is controlling your minds and you people are acting out like life is a soap opera and people can just come back from the dead or buy a new spine and knees. You act like people do not need money to live and slander them, and have never even laid an eye on them in person, nor even talked to them. The TV is enabling violence and destructiveness and so far this has been without consequence, as you receive your training in disassociation with reality. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 6

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Many of you have actually become psychopaths due to the programming that you effortlessly choose to learn, effortlessly, freely, without any sense of inhibition, restraint, or suppression. Nothing of the World makes a claim on the soul of a psychopath better than Satan, and you are just giving him all the ass he wants and losing your soul as a consequence. Cheating lying, saying one thing and doing just the opposite without the least concern, changing a position from one moment to the next in order to satisfy your master, Satan, and you—the psychopath is always a winner. You psychopaths—appearing better than one, successfully gliding along the surface, intelligently, but without insight; passing through the World without being emotionally moved, without feelings of the heart, only feelings programmed to suit the situation.  #RyanPhillippe 5 of 6

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As the psychopaths many of you have become, your master Satan constantly assures you that everything works out smoothly because with the frequency and duration of your attacks on this individual, he will go nuts, for sure, and end up in a mental hospital or kill himself, and you will get off Scott free. Satan has assured you that his plan is efficient, and always to one’s advantage. Everything is a game: feelings, emotions, courtesy, love, sympathy, care—the psychopaths you have become allow you to imitate any form of behavior without a stake and shake of concern going through your cold hearts. Although, the young many you are terrorizing is alone and constantly looking out for his life, and begging for help, trying to find a way to escape, while you people pop your Xanax and laugh. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 6

Concealed Pleasure are the Greatest—Pity is Not for Angels

 

 

Have always the idea of pleasing before you, and you cannot fail to please. Who strives to please the World will be deservedly rewarded. It is an odd thing, but everyone who disappears is said to be seen at San Francisco, California USA. It must be a delightful city, and possess all the attractions of the next World. However, flatter not yourself with contrarieties of pleasure. Of the blessings set before you, makes your choice, and be content. Pity from some people is a noxious and insulting sort of tribute, which one is justified in hurling back in the teeth of those who offer it; but that is a sort of pity native to callous, selfish hearts: it is a hybrid, egotistical pain at hearing of woes, crossed with ignorant contempt for those who have endured them.  

If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish quite the sphere in which you have been brought up. Observe that great, mean, brown bird in the zoological gardens, which sits so tame on its perch, and droops and slouches like a drowsy duck. That is the great and soaring eagle Who would believe it, to look at him? Yet all he wants is to be out in his right place instead of his wrong. He is not himself in man’s cages, belonging to God’s sky. Fellow mortals, every one, must be accepted as they are: you can neither straighten their noses, nor brighten their wit, nor rectify their dispositions; and it is these people—amongst whom your life is passed—that is needful you should tolerate, pity, and love: it is these more or less ugly, stupid, inconsistent people whose movements of goodness you should be able to admire—for whom you should cherish all possible hopes, all possible patience. 

All primitive periods, in all countries, are distinguished by the passions for gaming and drinking, and by such a degree of invention as will enable men to gratify both. The fact illustrates the necessity of the race for mental exercise, and for the excitement of the nervous system. The art of reading the inner human nature by the outer aspects is of immeasurable interest and boundless practical value, and the man who can practice it skillfully and apply it sagaciously is on the high road to fortune. Patience, that blending of moral courage with physical timidity. Why sacrifice the living to the dead, the present to the past? The past is a fruitless dream, the present only is living and demands all things. There are times when, the elements being in unusual commotion, those who are bent on daring enterprises, or agitated by great thoughts, whether of good or evil, feel a mysterious sympathy with the tumult of nature, and are roused into corresponding violence.   

It is a curious subject of observation and inquiry, whether hatred and love be not the same thing at bottom. Each, in its utmost development, supposes a high degree of intimacy and a heart-knowledge; each renders one individual dependent for the food of his affections and spiritual life upon another, each leaves the passionate lover, or the no less passionate hater, forlorn and desolate by the withdrawal of his subjects. It is to the credit of human nature, that, except where its selfishness is brought into play, it loves more readily than it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process will even be transformed to love, unless the change be impeded by a continually new irritation of the original feeling of hostility. People of high intellectual endowments do not require similar ones in those they love. They are just the persons to appreciate the wholesome gush of natural feeling, the honest affection, the simple joy, the fullness of contentment with what they love.   

 A person who is not trying to maneuver you into any state is willing to be with you as you are. When you love someone, the strategies involved in manipulating reality to conform to the expectations and enhance the being of a self at the center to drop away. This psychology understands trauma and the reactive tendencies that construct a self in relation to trauma as a belief system grounded in images and memories, and not the fullness of what is. The process proceeds according to the timing and pacing of the individual who understands they are seeking healing, and this will grant you the most useful art of all, the art of life. Everything in nature presses and urges the other; and a new life originates from every passing.