These are people I used to admire and love…maybe they will leave their lessons now. Jail and prison are hard places, people get beat up, they get marks on their records and cannot get jobs when they are released, and it changes people. I have no idea what they are going to be charged with, but many of them are so old that they could possible die behind bars, they are in their 50s, 60s, and some even older. And, still, I wonder, why did they do this to me and why for so long and how could they have found it fun? People destroying my car, hitting me in the back of my head, choking me while I am driving, getting me drunk and pushing me to the ground and taking advantage of me, which caused serious injuries, and shooting at my car, apparently aiming for the gas tank. And of course revenge porn, which is actually a form of sexual abuse in California. Selling my private information, shooting at my car, using me to promote for their newsrooms, and threatening me when I stopped. And then there is Ryan Phillippe who used me for free advertisement, then we his career took off, he disappeared and pretended not to know me anymore. Is this how you treat people you love? The cold part about it, they waited until my father was dead to get started. Just days after his death, they got started. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 3

Is it not unbelievable, what they did, and how many of them were involved and how powerful they are? Can you believe they tried to pretend nothing happened, and it was just my imagination and that it was all my fault? I am not even sure why they decided to target me? Nevertheless, they still show up to work and walk around like they did nothing wrong, and all of that time I had no one to turn to nor talk to because everyone just would not acknowledge what was going on. So, since I would not get anyone to help me, I just bought a bunch of psychology books and read them, I even read encyclopedias, and religious text to flood my mind with stuff to make me forget what was going on and also to help me dream about being in another place. And so, I had forgiven them because there were so many of them and just one of me, and you know the old saying, “it is you with the problem, not everyone else,” but how could so many adults many of them much older than myself torture me and find nothing wrong with it? #RyanPhillippe 2 of 3

So, I forgave them, and then Ryan shows back up, after causing so much trouble in my life, but it seems others have heard about the situation and know what happened, and reminded me of how bad he treated me and that it is not okay. It is not okay that he used me and gave nothing back, then shows back up like he did nothing wrong and it so innocent. Well, honestly, I do not know what is going to happen to all of those people, nor when it will be resolved. However, the laws of nature tell us that we cannot get away with using and abusing people and the Bible says we are to treat others how we want to be treated and that we will all be held accountable for our sins. Is Ryan Phillippe going to go to jail along with them others, when will law enforcement actually start contacting them and making arrest because they are all criminals.  And you know, while they were doing me wrong, I was sad, not just because of how they treated me, but because they are likely to go to jail and prison, and it is a rough place, and they are likely to lose their houses, cars, furniture and everything they worked so hard for, but not only that. Just remember, my life was of absolutely no value to them. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 3