I have stood aside to see the phantom of those days go by me. They are gone, and I resume the journey of my story. The holidays are full of joy and happiness for a lot of people. I went to the Theatre of Lights last night in Sacramento City, California, USA. And it was amazing. A lot of the grown men thought it was too much because there were so many lights, but I was totally enthralled and had a really good time and everyone was happy and so excited. I had been there a few hours before Santa Klaus made his appearance, so I went for a walk to take a peak and the Golden State Warriors game playing in the Oracle Arena just a few feet away and came back right on time to see hear a story about Sacramento City and the oldest building standing, and there came Santa. I stayed around for a few more minutes to hear what Santa had to say, took a few pictures of him and then left and got a slice of cake, and a hamburger. I am a vegetarian, but I was feeling weak and thought it was from a lack of meat, but I guess I am actually sick. We are sparks, we are shadows, we are pollen, which the next wind will carry away. We are dying already; it is all a dream. #RandolphHarris 1 of 5

Men will dream; those most that can be asked of the is but that the dream be not too glaring discord with the thing they know. My dad and my grandfather both passed away in December. My dad passed away first on 4^th of December and my grandfather a few years later on 10^th of December. So, for me, the Theatre of Lights really did my heart and soul some good. I remember me sister and I used to wake up at 5am, when it was still dark outside to open our presents, but our parents would tell us to go back to bed. Nonetheless, it was so magical to wake up in the dark and smell the fresh pine tree, and see all the beautiful and colourful lights on the tree. Back in those days, we used to see the big light bulbs on the Christmas tree and the living room would be packed full of shinny gifts and it was so pretty. I remember my mother got big fish tank full of tropical fish and they were so pretty. And there was also an eel and I thought her name was nail because they sound alike and maybe it is just my imagination, but I think she had red cheeks. #RandolphHarris 2 of 5

So, one night, I thought the fish were cold and turned up the heater in the fish tank and the next morning they all died. I told my parents what happened and I did not even get in trouble, and we did not get any more fish either. I thought that they would replace them, but they did not. Then a year later, we got a goldfish named Ralph and I gave him a bath and he died. Later on, we ended up getting a dog, but my mother did not like dogs, so she kept him in the backyard and one day we went to play with him and he was dead. We had a pretty bad track record with pets. So, there was this pretty humming bird that used to come drink nectar out of the flowers and the back yard, and I used to make believe she was a princess with a magic traveling crown and all of the flowers were gifts from her to make us happy. Each swirl of colour was a memory of happy moments. Happy are they who are blessed with the power of making happy. #RandolphHarris 3 of 5

Few people have not their secret moments of deep feeling. Many people think that Christmas should not be about gifts and that we should focus on religion. Well, that is a great thought, but those gifts mean so much. My father and grandfather are no longer with us and you see how much joy the Theater of Light brought me because it took me back to a time when I was happy and it seemed that my parents would live forever and I remember the smiles on their faces. Thankfully my mother is still alive. When I was going home on Thanksgiving, one of my neighbors told me, “I wish I could go to my mother’s house, she is no longer with us.” And family is so important. When I was younger, my mother used to tell me to be thankful for the family because the World is full of snakes who will do you wrong and not even think a second thought about it, and I see that it is true. And I met so many cold people and I am kind of a contradiction because I saw that human relationships mean so much more than money, but at the same time I do not want to date or make relationships. I just want to build a career and focus on making money. The human heart is unsearchable. Who is to fathom it? #RandolphHarris 4 of 5

Money is different for people. Some people will burn you and use you for money and after you get used by so many people you no longer want romance or to focus on making friends. Some people just want a successful career so they can buy the things they like. Material possessions will not hurt you like people will. So anyway, the group of reporters and the particular celebrity who loves to make my life hard on me, I hope you are happy and you all deserve whatever you get. Sometimes we may be discouraged because our plans have not worked out, but those closed doors were not an accident. That was God directing our steps. The reason God closed them is because He has something better in store. Thank God for closing doors just as much as for opening doors. I believe and declare those of us who are kind and loving will see the exceeding, abundant, above-and-beyond future that God has in store. God never said that He would prevent life storms, but He did promise He would use every storm for His divine purpose. The human heart is vast enough to contain all the World. #RandolphHarris 5 of 5