Joy, Sunshine, the sea. Love soaring, love vanishing. Love tearing me in two. You should start to understand what I am feeling; you see some of these ghosts. I get tired of doing nothing but writing and reading and staring into the fire every evening. Sometimes, I think back to when my grandparents were young and people cared about more than money and material goods. Back then people mend their clothes and patch them. People had real family values and real love. Remember when people used to actually fall in love with people and not just want to have the sex with them, but they genuinely cared about the feelings of others and wanted to make them happy. Well, anyway, I always thought that I wore my hair too long, and I have my reasons, I like to feel it on my forehead. Tonight, as I sat in my trousers, I was going to cut my hair short and throw the locks into the fire. However, when I was in the store, a guy was talking to me about my hair and he really liked it and said, “if you see someone else with your hair, you know they copied you. We do not see that too often.” I thanked him, paid for my items and left. 

As I was walking down the block, another man stopped me and talked about my hair, he really loved it and told me not to change it and that it is not a traditional style, but do not change it. He liked that I am not a follower and am doing what makes me happy and told me to keep being good and keep loving and I will get that back in return. It was so nice to finally get some love, it really made me feel good, and these guys did not want anything from me, but a moment of my time. He told me my hair reminded him of Samuel L. Jackson from that 70s, movie. I guess it is the side burns and the fact that more guys wore this style nearly 50 years ago. With a glint of satisfaction in my eyes, I left feeling more confident than I had in a lone time. I have gotten really shy about talking to people because I never know what to expect and I guess sometimes others pick up on my insecurity and might think that I am rude, but instead have been through some very hard times and try to keep to myself.

When you feel a little blue, like I do sometimes, do not collapse in on yourself. Many people do not realize what a vibrant force they are on this Earth. Human beings are not meant for mourning. We are meant for living and for loving. As love as we live, we should pay tribute to God by being a bright ray of Sunlight in the lives of others. By being genuine and kind, one could really change another person’s life. Even when you do not think you have anything to say, you may come up with the perfect words. This is one of the most beautiful place I have seen in this city, made even more so by the peacefulness and respite it offers us. I wish I could take your hand and show it to you. I am staying in a little valley just beyond the town, verdant and dotted with flowers. After smelling dried pee, boo boo, crack, and the sickly-sweet smell of infection for long, I cannot get enough of the scent of fresh grass, pine trees, and roses. By unlocking the secrets in nature, it gives us mastery over it. Your words will never become artificial. When I speak to you, I do not know of a more-natural, more honest person than you. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 6

My ideal society Is interesting as the first expression of persistent English distaste for the urbanized, commercial social order. An organic community, it embodies a large measure of equality, rests on an agricultural base, and has as its highest aim the fostering of free, cultivated individuals, bearing their share of common labor, but detached from material interest. The natural law governs both physical and social phenomena. Whether it governs the behavior of material bodies or sets the ends of human conduct, natural law is an expression of the divine order of the World. It can be discovered through reason and is not an outcome of God’s arbitrary will. Natural knowledge is to be acquired not as a witness to the glory of God or a source of evidence about God’s existence and nature, but for practical use, for the relief of human’s estate. Humans must guard against empty verbalism, falsely authoritative errors of the past; and dubious records of isolated marvels. It is important the claims respectively, of observation, cooperative research, and a systematic method.

In the battle against error, it is conducted on a wider front. There are certain general propensities of the human intellect which lead to unjustified beliefs, such as an excessive expectation of order; these are the Idols of the tribes. Humans must always guard against individual peculiarities and prejudices, the Idols of the cave. The Idols of the marketplace are those features of language which we wrongly supposed to correspond to distinction in reality. There are also idols of the theater, those received systems of ideas which prevent us from seeing the World as it really is. Artificial reality makes the unreal look real so that we cannot tell the difference between reality and pseudo reality. On the other hand, it also makes the unreal so entertaining that many no longer care about reality. This explains why many people are no longer in control of their own destiny. So many have begun to worship Idols that they are prisoner of, or at the very least subjected to, powerful and distant forces beyond their complete control.

However, one of the greatest abilities God has given each of us is our ability to believe. If you believe you can be successful, it will come true. Therefore, know that you can overcome mistakes of the past and fulfill your God-given destiny. The greatness of God’s power is activated only when we believe. That means right now, the Creator of the Universe is just waiting to release healing, restoration, favor, promotion, and abundance. When you believe, the surpassing greatness of God’s power is released. You may have to develop new habits. God loves with a great love the person whose heart is bursting with a passion for the impossible. True faith rests upon the character of God and asks no further proof than the moral perfections of the One who cannot lie. It is enough that God has said it. Faith is a living, daring confidence in God’s grace, so sure and certain that one could smile every day. Father, please take the limits off of you and release my faith in uncommon ways. I want to believe you for the extraordinary. I want to believe that you will increase me and show me your favor. I believe that you, God, is taking me forward into the fullness of my destiny and my life will be brilliantly productive and converge all the fruitful lines of scientific thinking age.