I worry so much about our tomorrow, about each and every goodbye, that I do not enjoy right now. There is enough to worry about in the future. I have no idea what tomorrow will tell about life. I have no idea what tomorrow will tell about anything. You are my right now. At a time when I feel so uncertain, I was reassured by your confidence. I think seeing you, though, was the only tonic I needed. It cleared away any doubts and worries. I should get back to Canada in a few days. I will go straight through Little Gold Creek. Forgive me I adore you, and it was nice to get the added bonus of seeing your beautiful face once more. It left my mind in an oh-so-blissful state. I am thinking about when we ate at the Carlton. Braised duck, oysters, your first taste of champagne. I can still picture your eyes lighting up at the desserts. I cannot believe you ordered one of each! That seems ages ago, although it was not more than half a year ago. Half a year, half a lifetime. Does not seem to be much of a difference between the two when you and I are apart. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 6

There is something extraordinary about you. There is something I just cannot describe. The bottom line is you have what it takes. Now do your part and activate this favor. When the dream looks too big, do not give up. You will become everything God has created you to be, and you will have everything God intended for you to have. Do you remember what you said to me when we first met at Chateau Frontenac? The very first works you spoke? You glided over to me and, as I was struggling to think of something intelligent to say, you said, “There you are.” I often think of that Here I am. No matter where I am in the World, “Here I am.” God has promised to give us the desires of our hearts. I have dreams in my heart that seem impossible. The day that you said you loved me too, you turned my World upside down. Life has never looked the same to me since I heard those words. However, since our last dinner, it turned around again, and I am dizzier than before. I have not slept since. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 6

I could beg you not to leave me. That is exactly what the selfish boy in me wants to do. And, deep down, I think that is what you want me to do, too. However, all of this I am doing here, it is an effort to prove myself worthy of you, worthy of whatever it is that we have. That man would not pull you away from those you love. He would not send cracks running through your life. All I will beg, though, is that you consider for a while longer. Do not shut me out just yet. This has all come so suddenly. I would not hold you in something you do not want, but give me more time. Let me hold you a little while longer. Until your true love returns, please stay with me. You promised it, and now I am bold enough to ask you for it. I cannot do this on my own, but I know God is all-powerful. God has no limitation. There is nothing too difficult for God. So, God, I am asking you to make a way, even though I do not see a way. God, I am asking you to create new opportunities in our lives. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 6

When we face situation that seem impossible in our everyday lives, God dares us to pray. When we ask, God will release favor. When one ask, angels go to work, and strongholds are broke. When we pray Godly prayers, we will see the greatness of God’s power. The primacy of mind is such that all reality is seen as strung out in a hierarchy from spiritual perfection in God down to inanimate matter. Humans are endowed with pure spontaneity and freedom, but these can degenerate into habit, or the mere repetition of behavior patterns. God created humans to be free, to work out the content of our freedom in a World order that at once limits and gives us opportunity of fulfillment. Human freedom could effect nothing in a World without order, for persons do not create rational or moral principles by which their thought and action in the ultimate order. The natural World as known by persons is the objectification of the orderly interaction between finite wills and cosmic Will. The ethical World is the objectification of the orderly, chosen, interaction among the free, finite person in the natural World God makes possible. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 6

The Universe is a realm of persons united both by God’s purposive action in nature and by the further moral unity created as persons freely respond to the reason, will, and love of the cosmic Person. God is so actively involved in his creatures, as the senior partner in all that we do, the creation of humans and their actions is virtually an extension of God’s will. Reality is a society of persons: the ultimate (uncreated) Person and finite (created) persons. Reality is thus not nature, but history. The natural order does not have ontological identity outside the ultimate Person; rather, this order is his behavior. The laws of logic do not have privileged priority; they are constitutive of the supreme mind. God is a conscious Person who creates finite persons and cooperates with them in the cosmic endeavor. A human person is a context of experience capable of self-consciousness, reason, and ideal values. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 6

 Natural knowledge is in the first instance an intuitive awareness through the senses of singular individuals. God in his absolute power, produce an experience of such an intuition in our minds even if there are no corresponding existent outside us but do not oneself draw skeptical implications about our knowledge of the external World from this variant of the argument from illusion. Be a believer. God as unknowable is the wholly indeterminate; his absolute power and freedom leave the field of action open to natural humans. Our revealed knowledge of God is just one aspect of the workings of all-inclusive grace. Father God, when you put a promise in my heart that seems impossible, I see the incredible greatness of your power activated. I believe with your favor, grace, love and blessings, I will go from barely making it to have more than enough. Faith is a fine invention for people who see. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 6