We went down the passage and out onto the rear balcony and down into the courtyard and found a couple of iron chairs. I realized that I have never used these chairs. They were pretty after a fashion, Victorian, ornate. I did not own anything that I was not pretty after a fashion, or downright beautiful, if I could not help it. According to the view of the ancient Persian kings, it was they who, in a special way, were the representatives of the Earth of the cause and will of the Lord of Light. And so we find that in great multiracial and multicultural empire of the Persians—which, in fact, was the first such empire in history of the World—there was a religiously authorized imperialistic impulse, to the end that, in the name of truth, goodness, and the light, the Persian King of Kings should become the leader of mankind to the restitution of truth. The idea is one that has had a particular appeal to kings and has been taken over, accordingly, by conquering monarch everywhere. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 6

The garden enclosed of with its high banana trees and its night blooming flowers. The music of the water in the fountain mingled with the distant sound of Akasha writing, and Akasha whispering as she wrote. I could hear the whole damned city if I tried. The sky was a faint lilac color now, overcast and reflecting the city glow. In India, the mythic image of the Chakravartian for instance, the Universal king, the illumination of whose presence would bring peace and will-being to mankind, is a figure inspired largely by this thought. It is to be recognized in the royal emblems of the first Buddhist monarch, Ashoka, ca. 262-248 Before Christ. And in China, immediately following the turbulent period known as Chun Kuo, “of the Warring States,” the first ruler of a united empire, Shih Huang Ti (221-207 Before Christ), governed, according to his claim, by the mandate of Heaven, under Heaven’s law. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 6

If Aunt Queen somehow knew what really happened to me, what I had become, as we always say so delicately, that finally Heaven and Earth had moved. The energy of love has the capacity to heal our bodies when conditions are appropriate. On the physical level, because of the prevailing beneficial mental state, physical illnesses often resolve themselves. Some ailments automatically heal without any particular attention being paid to them, and those that still remain usually respond to consciousness techniques. Persistent ailments that are unresponsive to treatment are viewed as a karmically, symbolically, or spiritually significant. Overall, there is a decreasing awareness of the body, which now goes about its business and seems to take care of itself on its own. We are no longer identified as a body. There is a loss of interest in dealing with health matters on a purely physical level, and there are times when awareness of the body disappears altogether, unless we focus on it for some particular reason, but in the Blood you go where nobody wants to go. That is the horror of it. That is the beauty of it. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 6

Could it really have been so freakish, so abnormal? You know, years ago, I told you…I went to dinner at the William Randolph Hearst Castle. There was some secret, some dark hidden story present there the whole time. As we move on year by year in this life, we learn that telling does not necessarily purge; telling sometimes merely is a reliving, and it is a torment. Intuitive understanding progressively replaces assumption, which begins to disappear. Over times, assumption and its mental process are replaced by spontaneous, intuitive knowingness. Logic is by passed. This occurs because, at the highest level of vibration, everything in the Universe is connected with everything else. Our understanding unfolds as revelations from this inter-connected field. The knowing is holistic rather than limited. I must confess that it has already become undeniably clear to me, though I have existed in this exalted state for only two nights, that the very nature of my powers and the means of existence attest to the ontological supremacy of a sensualist philosophy having taken up residence within me, as I proceed from moment to moment and from hour to hour both to apprehend the Universe around me and the microcosm of my own self. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 6

Because of the inner quiet, we have the ability to perceive the thoughts and feelings of others on a nonverbal level. Nonverbal communication with others become possible and commonplace. Negative emotions are no longer experienced because of the small self has been transcended, absorbed into the greater Self. Emotional phenomena are thereby transformed. This requires of me an immediate redefining of the concept of mystical, which I have heretofore mentioned to include a state both elevated and totally carnal, both transcendent and orgasmic, which delivers me when strengthen my life force or gazing at a lighted candle beyond all human epistemological constraints. To return to the question of Salvation, yes, I do remain rooted in a relativistic Universe, no matter how spectacularly defined I have become as to form and function, and I find myself within the same dimension in which I existed before. The energy of motor performance is inexhaustible. We may dance with ecstasy all night in a candlelit chapel, as if being danced by the Source of Life itself. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 6

It seems wise to accept, in deepest humility and with an aim towards a validating spiritual perfection at the onset, that I may never hope at any juncture of y wandering, be they for untold centuries or for a few short years of near unendurable ecstasy, to know whether I share in the Savior’s Redemption, and that that very unknowing may be the price I pay for my extra-human sensibility and inherently blood thirsty triumph over the pain I once suffered, over the imminent death that once tyrannized me, over the ubiquitous threat of human time. However, I wonder why some people are so hopelessly egregious. They seem patently unworthy of all the philosophical considerations that the Bible has lavished upon them! The very ink has not dried up in the circuits of my cruel preternatural brain. If, to please the people, we offer what we ourselves disapprove, how can we afterwards defend our work? Let us raise a standard to which the wise and the honest can repair. The event is in the hands of God. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 6