Dear Ryan Phillippe:

Everything that can become an object of internal perception is virtual, like the image in the telescope produced by the crossing of light-rays. I do not think you love me, I think you are using me to promote your brand and image, to help you regain favor with the World. You let your fans and reporter attack and slander me to the point that I have been sent to the emergency room several times. Thus far, we have developed our psychology on our own responsibility; it is now time to turn and look at the doctrines prevailing in this situation, and to examine the relation of these theories. You parade your friend in front of my face, on purpose. The problem of the unconscious in psychology is the forcible statement, less a psychological problem than the problem of psychology. As long as psychology disposed of this problem by the verbal explanation that the psychic is the conscious, and that the unconscious psychic occurrences are an obvious contradiction, there was no possibility of a physician’s observation of abnormal mental states being tuned to any psychological account. It really hurt my feelings that your fan page pretended to be you to procure naked pictures of me and then you all launched an attack on me and posted my pictures online with horribly offensive comments that deeply hurt me to my core and soul. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 9

Over the past few years, you have thoroughly embarrassed me and I want to leave the country. You come to places you know that I will be and show up with your friends and you hold hands with them and invite them into your house knowing that it will hurt my feelings and that I do not have anyone to talk to and turn to for comfort, while you guys do the Watusi and twist. If we look more closely, we may observe that the psychological consideration examined in the forgoing descriptions require us to assume, not the existence of two systems near the motor end of the psychic apparatus, but two kinds of processes or courses take by excitation. It is like my life is a game for you all and it is fun for you to hurt me and try to claim my property and life’s work as you own and hunt me and try to contain me so you all do not have to pay for the damaged you have done and so no one officially goes on record and tells the public what has been going on. And as soon as I speak up for my human rights, you people threaten me and get in groups and write bad statements about me, and pretend as you did nothing to physically and emotionally hurt me. However, this does not disturb you or anyone else. For critics are many and always in a position to replace the truth with something which comes closer to an unknown reality. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 9

Let us not try to correct certain views which may have taken a misconceived from as long as we regarded the two systems, in the crudest and most obvious sense, as two localities within the psychic apparatus—views which have left a precipitate in the terms repression and penetration. As soon as you see me physically improving, you do it all over again. I am in so much pain that I just want to tune out the World and sleep. I want to stay in bed all day. And no matter how many years I spend telling you and others that you are hurting me, no corrective actions are made to contain the people who are actually violated my human rights. If I did this kind of thing to other people, corrective actions would be taken against immediately, but you all are allowed to have free reign to torture me. Thus, when we say that an unconscious thought strives for translation into the preconscious in order subsequently to penetrate through to consciousness, we do not mean that a second idea has to be formed, in a new locally, like a paraphrase, as it were, whilst the original persists by its side. And similarly, when we speak of penetration into the consciousness, we which carefully to detach from this notion any idea of a change of locality. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 9

The situation is not only the phenomenon that permits us to base our psychopathology on psychology. I have to keep my body in shape. I know I look great, thin, full head of hair, but look at my eyes, it is like as soon as you see them clearing up, you act up again so I will drink and ruin my health. You used to spend time with me, but now I feel like you are using me and I want badly to break away from this. I want to me someone new, someone who will actually prove that they love me. I attempted to interpret a number of psychic manifestations from everyday life in support of your perspective and tried to understand you, but you just act even more bizarre, get more distant, and do even more abrasive things to hurt me. This conception underwent elaboration and modification when it was recognized that the essential character of a preconscious idea was its connection with the residues of verbal ideas. I feel like no matter what I do for you it is never enough, and you all will keep hurting me and slandering me until I am dead. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 9

I therefore assume that the course taken by any excitation under the control of the second system is bound to be quite different mechanical conditions from those which obtain under the control of the first system. Everyday my head, spine, and visceral organs are hurting and you do absolutely nothing to help me. An interesting train of thought now presents itself if we consider the relations of this inhibition of discharge by the second-system to the process of regulation by the pain-principle. Let us now seek out the counterparts of the primary experience of gratification, namely, the objective experience of fear. Let a perception-stimulus act on the primitive apparatus and be the source of a pain-excitation. There will then ensure uncoordinated motor manifestations, which will go on until one of these withdraws the apparatus from perception, and at the same time from the pain. On the reappearance of the percept this manifestation will immediately be repeated (perhaps as a movement of flight), until the percept has again disappeared. However, in this case no tendency will remain to recathect the perception of the source of pain by hallucination or otherwise. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 9

On the contrary, there will be a tendency in the primary apparatus to turn away again from this painful memory-image that you helped manifest, immediately, if it is in any way awakened, since the overflow of its excitation into perception would, of course, evoke (or more precisely, begin to evoke) pain because it will force you to deal with the reality of what you, the media, your fans, and others have done to me in an effort to gain fame and profit and as a source of joy and entertainment. This turning away from a recollection, which is merely a repetition of the former flight from perception, is also facilitated by the fact that, unlike the perception, the recollection has not enough quality to arouse consciousness, and thereby to attract fresh cathexis. This effortless and regular turning away of the psychic process from the memory of anything that had once been painful gives you us the prototype and the first example of psychic repression. We all know how much of this turning away from the painful, the tactics of the ostrich, may still be shown as present even in the normal psychic life of adults. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 9

We need to be aware that we have unwittingly become injustice collectors and many of you have hypocritical eyes. It is no different from what happens in some of America’s topmost circles, I see them nightly with my own eyes, and I hear them with my own ears. The hypocritical circle you are involved in talk about my “low morals.” However, who has the lowest morals if not people who would use someone who is struggling and injured as a source of revenue and entertainment? And not only that, but the “upper-class” recently had details published about a group of suburban housewives and business women and mothers operating as professional call girls in a ring. It was like they were “certified to hoe, even they mother hoin,’” said one young man. In some cases, these wives were out prostituting with the agreement, even the cooperation, of husbands, some whom even waited at home, attending the children. And the customers, “Some 16 ledgers and books and smartphones with names of 200 Johns, many important social, financial, political, and media figures, were seized in the raid Friday night.” #RyanPhillippe 7 of 9

The media reports are full of a cluster of people riveted, often on odd subjects you would never think of. It has been proven to us, dipping into the science of human behavior, that the only difference between many of you and the people in prison is you have not been caught yet. Expounded injustice collecting in international relations are making other nations wrong and it is actually the primary objective. Many people are unconsciously programmed to believe that injustice collecting is normal. In contrast to this habitual pattern, which is destructive and weakening, the letting go technique freed us from keeping close account of the wrongs made against us. Our attention is freed up to see the beauty and opportunity around us. I am not getting anywhere with you nor the media, you have not helped me advance my career, but instead helped to slander me, physically injure and make me even more of a target. Anger is binding, not freeing. You all are connecting yourselves to my life and holding me in your life patters. You have no control over your own life and just allow this nonsense to happen. #RyanPhillippe 8 of 9

You all are stuck in the negative pattern until you let go of the energy of anger and its little payoffs of righteous indignation, feeling wronged, and the desire for revenge—I did not do anything to you people. Maybe it is time for me to let you go because you will not help me get out of this situation, you seem to enjoy it and want to perpetuate it and this is having a devastating effect on my health. I am even considering contacting the United Nations and letting them know how you guys are abusing me since no one will stop nor help me generate revenue so I can remove myself from this hostile environment. In life, although you are attracted to certain people, it may not be exactly the same person who constantly recurs in our life. I feel that you have other options that you enjoy more and love to spend time with and I no longer want to use the images of you, nor represent you. I am ready to let go of you and move on. This way, by releasing you, I am free to experience emotional and physical comfort and ease, gratitude for the daily opportunities to grow and heal, and mutual caring with another without the subtle “strings attached,” improvement in health, and more life energy. These breakthroughs will allow me to move up to a more effective and effortless state of inner freedom. #RyanPhillippe 9 of 9