Anger may vary all the way from rage to mild resentment. It includes revenge, outrage, indignation, fury, jealousy, vindictiveness, spite, hatred, contempt, wrath, argumentativeness, hostility, sarcasm, impatience, frustration, negativity, aggression, violence, revulsion, meanness, rebellion, explosive behavior, agitation, abusiveness, abrasiveness, smoldering, sullenness, pouting, and stubbornness. These variations of anger are well exemplified by the daily news on television, and celebrity fan pages. Anger may come up about the technique of surrender itself. Anger that is one emotion that people are expected to let go of. However, it is a feeling that, in the past, has been valued by some as a source of power and control.  Still, we have to realize that this unsual emotion of anger is a feeling that does not relinquish immediately. Fortunately, right outside my door was a light that cast a glow into my room. The glow was enough to provide me with a sense of love and protection. That was enough for me to get by once I adjusted to the isolation. I continued to just enjoy the glow. #RandolphHarris 1 of 5

I never will forget how shocked I was, when I discovered how exploitive celebrities, the media, and fan pages can be; it was totally horrorifying what a group of people had made of my life, like it was their job to obsesse about me, spy on me, and torture me. It made such an impact upon my mind and bodt that psychology became one of my favorite subjects because I wanted to heal myself, as there was no one who understood. People who pretend to be good and do good things commit some of the World’s most monstrous crimes, sins, and the blood that is on their hands is almost impossible to believe. The way I was treated really opened my eyes to the horrors of life for how I was totally degraded as a human being. I read the descriptions that made of me and saw those illustrations, but they do not realize the atrocities their words and games have caused in my life. The media has a lust for me and began to ply the intern and my personal life to plunder and take power. A collective group of people have launched a criminal conquest over my life and possessions. #RandolpHarris 2 of 5

It is a sad day when the media decides they want to enslave an individual, as if I am a commodity on the market for glutted, cannibalistic forces to carve up. My life has become a game of chess for these people, a game of naked exploration and power. I have provided you with indisputable proof that the collective media acted with deviance in virtually every contact they had with me. Yet, they profess ignorance about why I dislike them, my mind cannot help flashing back to the things they did to my car and head and back, and about how the blood forebears what happens when you are trusting and helpless and have no family or friends. Imagine, reporters, and community members declaring war on a private citizen because they are allowed to get away with it. In obedience to the pain-principle, therefore, the first system is quite incapable of introducing anything into the thought-nexus. The system cannot do anything but wish. #RandolphHarris 3 of 5

It is amazing to see the deviance in the media, their preciousness, and exclusiveness, and vanity, while they continue to subjugate me, and my bloody, sweaty back that helped build their empire for nearly a decade. However, what they do not realize is deviance and greed can cause one to be hated around the World. If this were to remain so, the activity of thought of the second system, which needs to have at its disposal all the memories stored up by experience, would be obstructed.   However, two paths are now open: either the work of the second system frees itself completely from the pain-principle, and continues its course, paying no heed to the pain attached to given memories, or it contrives to cathect the memory of the pain in such a manner as to preclude the liberation of the pain. These feelings are always unpleasant and range from mildly uncomfortable to painful. One of the most prominent negative feelings that blocks success in professional life that of envy. #RanolphHarris 4 of 5

It is not simply that some people see the other person’s achievement and feel envy. Rather, the other person’s achievement triggers in many a feeling of lack or inadequacy about themselves. It activates the feeling that they are not accomplishing what I should be accomplishing or maybe they think their accomplishments will not be received well by others or go unnoticed. Envy is painful because it arouses an individual’s own sense of inferiority. Many people feel increasingly dissatisfied and unhappy in their jobs and alienated from their colleagues. I am motivated because I do not compare myself to others. I do the best I can with what I have, and to have so many successful people oppressing me and harassing me, you all must know you are inferior. #RandolphHarris 5 of 5