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Shattered Glass, Blood Everywhere, and the Broken Heart

 

I give the flower of friendship to all sincere people, but I only share the sweet fruit of love with you. I like to gaze at you in silence, and be gazed at the same; I wish to be deeply loved by you and love you as deeply. We are already getting inklings that there is something within us that we had hitherto unsuspected. These are indicated by those episodes of perfect stillness and peace in which we have great clarity, understanding, and heightened sensitivity to beauty. The built environment reflects the natural World and the conception of the people who inhabit it of their place within the natural scheme of things. A building’s form might echo the World around it, or it might contrast with it—but, in each case, the choices of the architect may reveal their attitudes toward the World around them. The architecture of the vast majority of early civilizations was designed to imitate natural forms. Ra was an ancient Egyptian God and was symbolized by the rays of the Sun descending to Earth. I have trodden these rays as ramps under my feet. #RyanPhillippe 1 of 7

In acceptance, we enjoy the experience of harmony. We feel as though events are flowing. We feel secure. We can be of service to others without a feeling of self-sacrifice. There is a feeling: I am okay. You are okay, and it is okay. It is a feeling of belonging, connectedness, fullness, loving, understanding, and the feeling of being understood. It is a feeling of caring, warmth, and self-worth. Because of the security of this state, we can allow ourselves to be soft, mellow, and natural. There is a joy, and we feel “in tune” and relaxed. There is a feeling that it is all right just to be ourselves. I am the Moon, following the Sun forever. Even if it is short of a part, but it still is around in the end—indeed, when it is short, but it is still around. Hand in hand, let us pass all the joy and happiness to each other. I pray to Heaven for letting happiness at any moment fill our time and space. I do not dare to describe my unhappiness and require your love. The only thing I want to do is that we look at each other quietly. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 7

Do you remember the days we used to take photos for memory? Imagines of you occupy my mind. My consciousness at those moments flashes with the flashing lamp, you are Heaven on Earth. Tell me that I will always be the one that you want. Do not know what I would do if I were ever to lose you. When I look at you, I see Heaven on Earth. I will fall off the edge of my mind for you. I fell in love with you and everything that you are. Nothing I can do I am really crazy about you. Tell me that I will always be the one that you want. True love does exist in the World. Although we are far away from each other, I have waited all my life for you. Waking up and you are next to me, wrap me up in your arms and back to sleep. Dreams of you, your image leaves on the negative and in my heart at the same time. I would move across the World for you. Just tell me when, just tell me where, I will come to you. Take me back to that place and time. Our hearts are connected through we are far from each other. I care for you and you care for me. I miss you so much. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 7

True love does exist in the World. The lost will not be lost forever and the existent will not be existent forever. Life is like that, sometimes happy and sometimes sad. These are the moments of breaking through into the experiencing of our real inner being. The memory of those moments is never forgotten. When they first start to happen, we do not know what they mean. We think they are accidental. Just due to chance. We attribute the feelings to external events such as the beauty of a Sunset, holler if you hear me, can I get a witness. Watch your fingers because you might be burned. If you have ever been to Heaven, this is nice. As you can see, fortunately I am cold as fire. I will make you feel like Heaven twenty-four seven. Circumstances that slowed something else to happen allowed a certain stillness, we were allowed a moment in which we were able to experience something other than the chatter of our own mind. The way you smile, the way you taste. What is running through my mind is you up in my face. Take me higher and just wipe away my fear. When I am with you it is my heart beat that I hear. Wrap me up in all your love, it is the oxygen that I need. It is like you got me hypnotized, I am in a trance. I hope you know, I am your biggest fan. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 7

You have something that I really want, come here, we do not even have to talk, lay back and let me tell you what I am thinking. We do not even have to talk because I like you. With this incessant, restless play of sensations, feelings, thoughts, emotions, and memories can these bright stars really be your eyes? Your eyes are stars to me, in the vast ocean of life, navigating me to the dawn. Intoxicating, I am a lush. The walk you walk, the way you talk, I get the tingle, I want to mingle, that is what I want. The most beautiful face in the World is yours, interesting sense of style, ten-million-dollar smile, the warmest chest in the World is yours, the strongest arms in the World are yours, the purest heart in the World is yours. You come to me, I feel like taking in a refreshing air; I got my eyes on you and I cannot let you get away. Whether it is now or later, I got you. Come to me like a deep sea in whose arms I am lightly floating. Could it be that, beyond the turbulence of the World and our own mind, there is silence? A realm of peace that is always waiting? Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead? If you think you are hurting you have not seen anything yet. You are going to see me in your dreams tonight. My face is going to haunt you all the time. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 7

Poor baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did? Was in really worth it was she everything you were looking for. I hope you know you cannot come back because everything we had is broken like shattered glass. I promise that you are going to want me back when your World falls apart like shattered glass. Are you having problems focusing throughout the day, do you find yourself still calling my name? In this state we are automatically nurturing and supportive of others without any feeling of a blood sacrifice. Was it really worth it? Was she everything that you were looking for? You like men. You are going to see me in your dreams tonight, my face is going to haunt you all the time. I promise you are going to want me back when your World falls apart like shattered glass. Nothing seems to be the way that it used to, everything seems shallow, God given me truth, in me, now tell me somebody is watching over me. And that is all I pray, that someday I will understand in God’s plan, and what he has done to me. Maybe someday I will wake and you will see me running away. Do not run to fast my dear, why do you not stop, stop and listen to your tears, it is all you have. Tears from the Moon, fall down like rain, but tears from the Moon, cannot wash away the pain. #RyanPhillippe 6 of 7

aaliyahI pray that someday you will understand God’s plan and what he does to you. Maybe someday you will wake understand no moment will be more true, than the moment I look at you. You see somebody is watching over you because of the inner security and feeling of abundance, there is generosity and ease of giving, with no expectation of return or record of keeping, such as, “Here is what I am doing for you.” When we are in a state of acceptance, we love our friends instead of being critical, and we are willing to love them in spite of their limitations, which we willingly overlook. Love me, hate me, say what you want about me, but all of the men and women are wanting to if you seek Amy. To dwell in states of unconditional love and imperturbable peace becomes the inner sim, more important than any other achievement. Do you want me because I belong to someone else? I feel you watching me and I am bored because I have been waiting here forever. I will do anything, I will do anything for you, compromise myself, and I will become solitude. Being flexible was supposed to prove my love to you. You take advantage at every chance you get. You break my heart at every chance you get. You love more at every chance you get. You will protect me, but you are lying. You are using my love as a weapon to watch me. Stop haunting me, it should be easy, as easy as when you stopped wanting me. #RyanPhillippe 7 of 7

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