Several scholars have speculated that portrayals of crime and race in the news have contributed to elevated fears of victimization among views. Many news directors, film directors, and celebrities are in fact racist. I grew up in a generation where skin color and culture did not really matter. We just connected with people based on our interest. However, as I have gotten older, I see that racism is really prevalent. At first I could not figure out what was going on, until I talked to my aunt about the things some reporters had been saying about me and doing to me. Then I recalled my history classes, and realized that what I am experiencing is Jim Crow Era racism. Most people my age have learned about it, but never actually seen it take place because it is really outdated and our Civil Rights are supposed to protect us from it.  #RyanPhillippe 1 of 16

For the longest time, as a teen, I shied away from white people because there was a stereotype that all white people are racist and it was not something that I wanted to take a change with. As I got older, my friends grew up and moved me. So I started thinking that maybe white people were just misunderstood? After making friends with a few of them, my opinions have changed. White privilege is real and white men are allowed to get away with things that others cannot. White men are allowed to threaten and physically attack others and not get arrested, vandalize your car, slander you, and stalk you and get away with it. Then when you confront them about it, they flip the script and turn it around on you and say you are the one bothering them. #RyanPhillippe 2 of 16

I used to think Ryan Phillippe was a cool guy until I got to know him, but it turns out he is also very racist. I want to tell you a story about Emmett Till. Emmett Till was an African American, age 14, he supposedly flirted with a white woman, he simply whistled at her and some white men abducted the boy, beat and mutilated him, and then shot him and sunk his body in the Tallahatchie River. Some might be wondering what this has to do with Ryan Phillippe. Well, first of all, I will not confirm nor deny that he is a relative. But he recently moved into my neighborhood and we used to spend time exercising at the same place. For a few months things were going good, but he did something and I wanted nothing more to do with him. #RyanPhillippe 3 of 16

At the time, the man was having problems, his career was failing and he was known in Hollywood as a “Bad boy.” I figured he was just misunderstood and just needed someone to uplift him. So I would write nice things for him and use his pictures to help clean up his reputation and maybe help him get some work. And it worked, he got verified on Instagram, got hired to do a special for PBS, and got a lead role in an upcoming TV series. However, after his life got better and things started going well for him, Ryan started treated me like trash. I have been established in this neighborhood for a while and enjoyed seeing Ryan nearly every day.  I have been talking to this DJ named Ashely Z about my dream date, and sent her a link about it. #RyanPhillippe 4 of 16

Days later, at the usual time, I see Ashley Z and Ryan Phillippe together, and I nearly tripped. So I was just like whatever, and walked home. The next day Ashley Z was lying and telling people I followed them and Ryan said I scare him. Now just so you get some background, Ryan has actually been to my apartment and was looking in my window to see if I was home, my neighbor saw him and said something to him, and he hung around a while. My hair was a mess, and I figured by the time I brushed it and went outside, he would be gone, and I am not going out with messy hair, so I just laid and bed and watched him, until he left. #RyanPhillippe 5 of 16

Then Ryan stopped exercising. And days would go by without seeing him. I have been very cautious around him and give him his space because I do not really trust him nor know what he wants. So one day I was out, and here he comes. I was about to cross the street and walk on the shady side, but I did not want him to say I was stalking him because from my experience, some white guys act like females and do that kind of stuff, so I kept going my direction. Then I turned around to look back and he just ran away. So anyway, Ryan is working with NBC Universal, and I went through this same situation with one of their reporters, Kenny Holmes.  #RyanPhillippe 6 of 16

Kenny Holmes had spent years following me around and calling me names online for no reason, he even asked me to buy him Air Jordans for his birthday and I did. Then next thing I know, I get a letter from NBC Universal, and they threatened to have me arrested and sue me for stalking Kenny Holmes. Now this is where it gets interesting. My sister brings a guy home, and guess who it is, none other than Kenny Holmes. Kenny also was hanging out at my aunt’s house, and he was not allowed in my parents’ house, so he spent the weekend sleeping in the car in front of our house. So that let me see that certain people can lie and manipulate the law, and that is why I kept my distance from Ryan Phillippe.  #RyanPhillippe 7 of 16

I kind of figure that Ryan was up to no good and although he asked me to write for him, after I did not want to, I would spend 10 hours a day promoting him. This is not something that I really wanted to do. Then one day I saw Ryan and he was waving at me and signaled me to come over to him and he was smiling, I knew something was wrong and remembered the experience I had with Kenny Holmes, celebrities and reporters are above the law, and me being just a regular guy, no one is going to believe a reporter or celebrity was stalking me. So I ignored Ryan and walked away. So basically, these NBC Universal employees are coming into my environment, getting me to notice them, and then after a year or so, they pull away. #RyanPhillippe 8 of 16

The idea is that after you bond with someone and they come into your space, you will do the same to them. However, the catch is, they are bating me to make it look like I am obsessed so they can call the police and have me arrested.  Ryan is trying to play the role of the white woman, and I am supposed to be Emmet Till and the police are supposed to lynch me. So I did not appreciate this Jim Crow racism, and others have noticed what Ryan is doing, from the CHP to the police to the media, and he is on camera. So yesterday, I went to his building and knocked on the door to talk to him, and some white man comes out and tells me, “We don’t want your kind around here.”  #RyanPhillippe 9 of 16

So basically, this dude, Ryan Phillippe, used me for a year to promote his name and image and then dumped me and tried to make it look like I was obsessed with him to get me in trouble. I have not done anything, nor am in any trouble, but I really did not appreciate being used like that because typing hurts my back, but Ryan said that he was petitioning to stay here and needed all of those pictures and links you have been seeing. So if you have seen me blowing up at him online, now you know why. The thing with Ashely Z was a plot to get me to go off on them in public so they could call the police and have me arrested, but I walked away and said nothing. #RyanPhillippe 10 of 16

So my view of white men in particular has changed. Ryan Phillippe, and Kenny Holmes are acting like females and picking a problem with me. I am so offended that this man used me like this, and then tried to hang me out to dry once he got a role in a TV show. And the way these white people did me really upsets me. I have gone from thinking white people are misunderstood to thinking they provoke problems and drama for fun and are evil. Why would you do this to someone who has not even had a chance to start a career and you guys are prestigious, and have had many jobs. I think it is horrible that whites target blacks and try to ruin them before they even get started. #RyanPhillippe 11 of 16

I do not think all white people are bad, but I no longer look at them as kind people, with good hair and pretty eyes. I look at them with some apprehension now. I still think there are good people in every culture, but you know, usually with black guys, they do not play games with other guys like they are an endangered female. Black men tend to be more vocal and reasonable. They are not trying to spend years playing games with one to set that person us to get in trouble. I am not bitter towards whites, I think many of you are good people, but wanted to express this so you guys know what is going on. I have met some very cool white people, one guy even changed my tire for me because I did not know how. However, I think racism is unnecessary and needs to be addressed.  #RyanPhillippe 12 of 16

And with Ryan I really wanted to rebuild his image and make him likeable, like and American suburban dad. I wanted him to sound intelligent and share his experiences about life and actin. I know you have heard me so some very good things about him over the year, but also some very bad things. And what he is doing is actually hurting his career. People do not want to hire him, nor work with him, and he even recently got cut out of a movie with Amy Schumer because word is getting around about what he is doing. Now you guys, if you want racism to end and people to like your culture, it is hard to do what you have people who hurt others for fun. And I know whites that grow up in black neighborhoods have bad experiences with blacks frequently, it goes both ways.  #RyanPhillippe 13 of 16

However, I think it is sad that blacks who are mixed with white are ashamed of it and do not want to claim it because they are rejected by whites, called the N word, or told they are trying to be white, so they only identify as black. And then some white people actually get offended that blacks who are mixed with white do not claim it. It hurts the feelings of some people that we reject their culture, part of who we are because we are not strong enough to deal with racism and be proud of the full person we are. I am sorry if I offended anyone, I know I went off, but I really wanted to confront Ryan about what he was doing, but just like a scary woman, he is hiding out and will not talk. I used to think the World of him.  #RyanPhillippe  14 of 16

And I would not even say Ryan is stalking me, we live in the same neighborhood and shared many good times together, but he did somethings that really hurt me.  And at any moment, because of what his coworker did, who married my family member, I could get in trouble. So I have to be very cautious with him. And it is not fair after all the free promotion, he flipped the script and started acting a trifling, sadity female. So I am taking a break from writing, I know you all hear about what has been going on and how I basically keep getting exploited and treated like a slave by newstations and now Ryan. Ryan clearly is a troubled man.  There is a reason he fell off. I think he got mixed up with the wrong crowd. On a side note, if you are a fan of Ryan and on Instagram, check out “OfficialRyanPhillippeFanPage” is the best one out there. “UltimatePhillippe” is a poor choice for a fan page. And officially, the media is out of control and seem to get away with anything and do not have to answer to anyone.  #RyanPhillippe 15 of 16

However, in his defense, Ryan and I have had some people problems because people, mostly reporters, are always calling him, like every day saying that had sex with me and really have not. I have not engaged in sex. I am celibate. They also say other things, too. I just think he should be more mature and talk to me about what he is hearing and his expectations. People are even pulling up pictures from high school and telling him I am dating these people, and those pictures are years old. So we are both being manipulated. They even have people walk by his house with women, and the guys are dressed like me and they tell him I was out with women or guys knowing that they are lying to upset him. So until something is done to make up for what you guys have put me through and I get respect, I am taking a break. Things were going so well until people found out where we were hanging out and started coming over there to cause problems. You guys have all this power and privilege, but want to harass and oppress others and break the law. Life is just so precious, kiss and hug the ones you love. If you need to reach out to me, please do you. Peace. #RyanPhillippe 16 of 16