
I always say in the morning to myself that the hard weather will be over in the end and the way of melancholy will not be too long. A long night brings back the past happenings that seem to have happened yesterday, which makes my heart no longer as tender. Who will gloss over my loneliness, and I will say no more after the wind passes by. When the seed of love is sown into our hearts, you have to water it with loyalty and I have to cultivate it with sincerity, and then the fruit it bears is sure to be happiness. You left behind the image and the fragrance of flowers as well as the hope that we have jointly cultivated. When I think of you, my days will stay fresh and aromatic. Let the color lights at Club Amnesia Ibiza accompany you and guide you on your way to early success. All I know are sad songs. Darling, all I know are sad songs. The return to medicine—and a society—that once again recognizes the healing power of human contact will meet resistance from many sources. The point of view of human relationships, in some ways, is a radical prescription for the maintenance of health. Traditional medical wisdom has viewed other humans largely as a primary source of communicable disease. Leprosy was controlled by ostracizing the afflicted from the community; the spread of smallpox and tuberculosis has been restricted through quarantine.

In these and other cases, human contact has been considered a means of spreading disease and death. This ancient and time-honored attitude makes it difficult to accept the fact that human relationships also function in the opposite way to prevent disease. I was not entitled to speaking out this more, but it is you who have granted me this privilege and begun to love me. Hence, I have become so fresh, and want only to ask you for more and more love for me. There is an even more basic reason why so many will find it hard to accept the prescription to nourish human relationships for the sake of one’s health. The reality is that all relationships inevitably will be dissolved and broken if we do not protect them. The official price exacted for commitment to other human beings’ rests in the inescapable fact that loss and pain will be experienced when they are gone, even to the point of jeopardizing one’s health. However, you never want to step off that roller coaster and be all alone. You do not want to ride the bus like this, never knowing who to trust like this. You do not want to be stuck up on that stage singing sad songs. It is a toll that no one can escape, and a price that everyone will be forced to pay repeatedly. And I cannot keep a girl, no because as soon as the Sun comes up, I cut them loose and work’s my excuse, but the truth is I cannot open up.

However, you do not want to be high like me, never really knowing why like me. Like the rise and fall of the ocean tides, disruptions of human relationships occur at regular intervals throughout life, and include the loss of parents, death, of a mate, divorce, marital separation, death of family members, children leaving home, death of close friends, change of neighborhoods, and loss of acquaintances by retirement from work. Infancy, adolescence, middle age, antiquated age—all seasons of life involve human loss. What I pleaded with you for you will never forget, and what you told me about I will keep every bit and drop forever. To us, memory will never be gone with the wind, nor will fade with every passing day. A prescription to nourish human companionship is, therefore, a unique type of healthy tonic. Part of the inescapable human dilemma is that the same companionship that keeps people healthy can also seriously threaten their when it is taken away. For each of us, the chief obstacle to a good life is oneself. Yet if we learn to live with it, and like Ulysses find a way to resist the siren song of its needs, then self can become a friend, a helper, a rock upon which to build a fulfilling life.
