Dead emperors have very little delights in their monuments. It was to Adam the time that a man can least forget tin afterlife, the time when he believes that the first women he has every loved betrays by a light something—a word, a tone, a glance, the quivering of a lip or an eyelid—that she is at least beginning to love him in return. The memory has as many moods as the temper, and shifts its scenery like a diorama. My memory is a life beyond birth; my memory, my library of the Vatican, its alcoves all endless perspectives, eve-tinted by cross-lights from Middle-Age oriels.
Your mental health is a very precious item, at least as important as your physical well-being. Most of us take reasonably good care of our bodies, but have not the faintest notion of how to exercise our minds and emotions to keep them healthy. Using our mental abilities, we created many forms of technology, this technology extended the capacity of the physical body to amazing proportions, all in an attempt to return home.
To be a fully functioning human being means to take what you find and make it into a deeper, richer, and more lasting experience, be it work, eating a hobby, or play. Every definition of good mental health includes something like this: to have a sense of well-being, to be glad you are alive, to look forward to each succeeding day, to get the most out of living.
Like any machine that has parts which wear out, the physical structure has its drawbacks. It needs to be constantly renovated. The Gods who lowered themselves into third density suffered uncalculated alterations to their energy fields. Most everyone was against it; it had too many flaws. There was one entity, however, who decided to ignore public opinion and give it a try.
If there are accidents, we can get those souls back later, after we complete the experiment. I mean, this way, we are stuck here. What real danger could there be? We are Gods, after all. We are immortal, are we not? So Lucifer is forever labeled the bad guy. He has elected to take on this limited physical form. I see like as a gorgeously ironical, beautifully indifferent, splendidly suffering bit of chaos, the tragedy of which gives people a significance, while without losing the fight with fate, humans would be tepid, silly animals.
Many people think the study of “craziness” is the backbone, the basic subject matter of psychology. However, that is not necessarily so. Each of us has trouble in relating to the World and to other people, and the most valuable insights psychology has to offer to us have to do with ways to improve that relating. One of the major differences between someone who is mentally ill and one who is mentally healthy has to do with the way in which each of those individuals reacts to strain, difficulty, threat.
Perhaps the problem is simply that people in different places do things differently, and that different behavior might be acceptable in another culture or land. The nature of humans is always the same; it is their behavior that separate them. Many people are content to allow authority figures to call the shots. If someone with an impressive array of credentials or degrees or a well-known name speaks out on a matter, or is a social institution or book makes a statement, the matter is “settled.”
However, authority figures are subject to error, just as any of you are. If I do not keep my mind open to this possibility, then I may ignore my own feelings on a subject. Yet, when your mother says, “Don’t you dare dispute my authority,” you know the matter is settled and to stop talking.
Laws, religious teachings, and tradition are all powerful authority forces for defining normal are acceptable behavior. Tradition itself, whether part of the legal, moral, or religious life of a group of people, is still effective as a force for conforming behavior.
Today’s society is relaxing somewhat in attitudes about tradition. However, it still dictates to many. Half our mistakes in life arise from feeling when we ought to think, and thinking when we ought to feel. Emotions become more violent when expression is stifled.
Many of those who are labeled mentally ill in today’s society are people whose behavior does not fit someone’s idea of the norm. In any event, the term can be used to cover a wide variety of problems and behaviours, some of them mild and some quite extreme. Almost anyone can be labeled crazy by someone, at some time. Many people believe that Mayor Kevin Maurice Johnson, of Sacramento, California, USA is insane.
The major difference between those who are mentally healthy and those who are mentally ill seems to rest in the response of each person to situations involving stress. One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. There are many stories that can be told of what happened as a result of the genetic tampering. Being what you are at this moment, asking this question, you, too, are one of them. It happened seven and one half million years ago in our counting. That is a lot of times.
Basically, all physical beings, including the Nephlium spoke of in the Bible, including the human species, including the Grays and so on, comprise those souls who elected to partake in the Luciferian Rebellion. We are all the Children of Lucifer, in a manner of speaking. You who are human, however, are those most blessed of all, for you are known in the Heavens as the Patal. You are considered royalty. You are the Christs. You are the Archangels of God returning home.
This has been called the ending of an age by some. Well, those are the defeatists. This, Masters, is the beginning of a new Heaven, a new reality—the Christos! What a grand time to be participating in the drama, is it not? You get to go home! You are experiencing a changing of cosmic seasons, a fulfillment of destiny. You have corrected yourselves and completed the grand experiment. You are coming home to God.
Parents, how can your children find happiness? You may want to work hard to provide food, housing, and clothing for your children. However, for your children to find happiness, you also are required to teach them to love God and to learn from him. Your example in showing love for God’s Word, your instructions can mold your children’s thought process in a healthy way.
Children benefit when you encourage and commend them. They also require correction and discipline. Such training protects them from conduct that could rob them of their happiness. Yet, discipline should never be hard nor cruel. A knight without mercy is dishonored. I was sorry to find more mercy in a heathen than in a brother Christian. If there be rejoicing in Heaven over one sinner than repenteth, should there not also be mercy and forgiveness at least upon Earth?
List three characteristics you have, which you would just as soon nobody else knew about. Where did you learn to feel uncomfortable about these traits? (From parents, peers, religious leaders, teachers, reading, etc?) List three things you have done or wanted to do tjat made you wonder whether you were completely normal. Describe a situation in which you have been faced with an approach-approach conflict. Describe how you solved the conflict. Can you remember any important conflict in which you were afraid to make any decision? If so, describe it.
Starting with your earliest memories, try to think of situation in which you have been frustrated by parents, city council, mayor, manager, teachers, yourself, situations, etc. Then describe your way of coping with the situation. Indicate whether you took direct action or used a defense mechanism. (If the latter, identify it—repression, rationalization, projection, regression, withdrawal, etc.)
Do you see any patterns in the ways in which you cope with frustrating situations? What alternative courses of action could possibly have been more effective to eliminate the frustration? Have you ever been in a situation that was so bad that you wanted to just shut yourself off fro, reality? What did you do?
Listen at least three things that your family or culture treats as normal that seem crazy to you. Explain your reason for considering them crazy instead of normal. Have you ever felt as though there were a number of different parts to your personality or self? If so, describe them. Is there any conflict between these parts? Which one tends to win out? This is the very perfect of people, to find out their own imperfections.




















