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While Harvey Levin does not agree with me, 2+2 = 54. Reading my journal is just an inside to my brain noise, thoughts I have, jokes, and sometimes some very real things. I understand if you do not know me, my social construction of reality seems eccentric or surreal. My reality of my dream or subconscious mind is seen as more real than the surface reality of everyday life.

I am directly presenting the reality of my own feelings and emotions, and nothing can be more concrete to a man than his own felt thought, his own feeling. I feel the most real to myself when I am writing because in person I am a lot more boring and quiet. I do not really express myself very much, or am always capturing photographs of things I find beautiful. However, as I look at the damage to my teeth from Bruxism, I know there are some unresolved issues, but will keep praying about them.

Much like myself, some gay men have unresolved issues, which are also beyond their control. Life is hard, for some gay men, despite having a long history of homosexual inclusion in societies Worldwide, and the rights to marry, in many countries, some still view gay men as men who are engaging in something unnatural or even ungodly. And some go as far as to use the Bible as an excuse to justify wage theft, bigotry, and sheer laziness.

Kim Davis, a county employee, from Kentucky, was recently sent to jail, by judge, for five days, for refusing to issue homosexual marriage licenses.  Kim Davis says it violates her religious beliefs, so she just sat around the county office, which is funded by taxpayers, doing nothing. While Leviticus 18.22 reports “Do not have sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman; that is detestable,” I think there is more to this.

You noticed the Bible says nothing about it is a shame to be homosexual, nor does it denounce lesbians, just gay men. So I got to thinking about this…why would God not want me to have sex with men? Well, it is because your anus, in my opinion, is a gasket, and the more it is penetrated, the more likely it is to rip and tear, or loosen up to the point one walks around with uncontrollable sharding (flatulence, which is uncontrollable, and slips out making an unusually strange and wet sound, often followed by an awful odor), or you just have gas leaks, which are silent, but stink up the entire room. Anal sex could also lead to fecal incontinence, where stool just falls out of your anus because it becomes so loose. Not only that, but if you think about it, the anus is a dirty place, and you are at greater risk of catching in infection from penetrating an anus because there could be fecal matter present, which gets logged into your penis. And anal mouth contact is also very risky.

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However, I am sure some homosexual men know how to wash their body parts or protect themselves from breaking their gaskets. I think this was all too graphic to be put in the Bible, so God just sent out a stark warning about it to get people to think. Now, back to Kim Davis, if she was to break the law and discriminate, that is also a sin and illegal. Exodus 20.15 reports, “You shall not steal,” and sitting at work refusing to do your job is stealing because you are getting paid for work you did not do.

Furthermore, the Civil Rights Act of 1875 granted equal access to public accommodations such as theaters, restaurants, and transportation. Now That gay marriage is legally, I am sure it is included. Now, I do not understand why Kin Davis has not been fired? She is breaking the law. If there was a news anchor sitting on air refusing to read the script, they would be terminated. If a Wal-Mart cashier refused to process all customers, they would be fire. So why is it that county employees seem to think they are God, and often times get away with stealing from taxpayers, and breaking the law?

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I do not know any gay guys, but from the ones I knew in the past, we did not get along very well. They seem to act like I am a different species, as if they do not recognize me, and would cop an attitude real quick. I even once had a drag queen jam me up, at club Venus, in Hawaii because she felt like I was not enjoying her show enough. I did not make any strange comments about her, nor did I make any faces. I was just emotionless and blank. It was a new experience for me and did not know how to respond, but I must have really stood out for her to come confront me after her show.

So anyway, back to gay men, I do not know any, but I feel some compassion for them, it is not easy being someone and then being forced to admit who you are to the world. In the 1990s, there was this awful movement to shame gay men out of the closet. People would find out that they were gay, and then threaten to expose them if they did not expose themselves. However, be happy that happened before the internet was up and humming, as Americans are so much more accepting of Gay men. And you say God does not love gays? Well, I think he does. Think how devastating it would have been to have pictures of you and your boyfriend on social media, posted by an evil person, who wanted to shame you. Back in the early 1990s, being a gay man was perceived by society as being worse than a man who beats women or a murderer.

Still, even with gay marriage being legal, I have not heard about flocks of gay men taking advantage of it and getting married. Gay guys are still setting up secretive trysts in the Hampton’s, anonymous enough to be emotionally shed quite quickly, almost as if they had not occurred. And that kind of makes me sad. I would hope that your relationship is more than just for glamour and passionate sex. The nonsexual part of the gay relationship deserves exploring.

More than a few gay men are promiscuous, and just like heterosexual men have their main lady, a side chick, and a backup girl, gay men have the same dynamics going with other men. Also, what I find interesting is some non-gay men like gay sex. It is usually because they are acting out abuse they experienced as a child, or did a stint in prison and could not resist those fully cheeks. After all, Drake started from the bottom, which is a surprise because he does not know how to properly clean the cheeks, before requesting digital penetration from ladies.

I have always wondered how men prepare for gay sex? If you know me, you know I am curious about everything.  So I did some research. This one gay guy I talked to invited me to his hotel room with him and his boyfriend, and we chatted for a while, and he told me that they use an enema to clean up, and looking around the room, I noticed a little chocolate rain on the skirt of the bed. We hung out for a while, and my friend Natasha left the lovers in peace. Well, actually, I got freaked out and ran out of the hotel room, she called to chastise me later on. I was very young and did not actually think it might be risky to leave a lady with gay guys, but she made it home fine.

And another gay guy I talked to says he actually uses a hose, a garden hose, at least that is what he told me. He also went into details how he and his crew seduced a heterosexual guy, at a gay pool party, and they thought the was going to boo boo in the pool, but he was clean. Other times, some guys just wrap a scarf around their face and use a condom, they want and be ready to bang, they do not ask questions, they just want to bang. Some other guys take laxatives, and flush everything out, and clean up like they are preparing for a gastro-intestinal examine. Others just have a really good digestive systems. However, a gay man never wants to leave another guy with oil on his dip stick, or Hershey chocolate stains on the white sheets. Being a gay man is not easy, sounds like it takes a lot of practice. That would be so embarrassing to have someone say something like, “Your butt stinks” or “You got fecal matter on my member.”

While I was doing my research, this guy told me he was gay, but had a wife and got married, had kids, but then came out of the closet, and started dating gay men, and had a very young boy friend. He did not just come out of the closet, he blew the doors off of the house. And is just as happy as he can be and his children are young adults, love him, and are proud of him.

However, there are some men living a lie. They deny their sexuality, make a show of being with women, and model themselves after masculine icons, and try to maintain that role for the rest of their lives. Some young African American, Hispanic, and Mulatto men might think one of their male bosses is racist, but he may actually be attracted to you, and picks on you because he is uncomfortable with his feelings, and the perceived hate makes him feel more comfortable than admitting he wants to take you out on a date. Contemporary gayness feels like a social threat to many.

I have also noticed the heterosexual men make passes at gay men, or men they think are gay. And that does not always workout. And sometimes men with a lot of “buddies” may hook up with these guys. I knew this guy, and used to work on his computer, he would invite me to his house to download music for him, and would buy me beers and pay me. At that time, I did not know this is how straight men sometimes try to get sex from men they think are gay.

His wife would come home and see me in the house, and would invite me up. However, after a few months he bought her a new car, and they moved. Not because of me, but because her husband was getting down with another straight man, and she found out, I suspect, because his gasket was loose, or she walked in on them. They both used to have these odd gas leaks that smelled like death, so everyone knew something was going down.

Nonetheless, gay guys are human, and they have a hard time because men sometimes try to use them for sex, and then beat them up because it challenges their masculinity. A guy might give a gay guy signals, and if he responds, the reaction could be violent. Also, heterosexual men are so curious that they go to gay clubs wearing leather pants and sheer shirts, but still claim their heterosexual status, which leaves gay men open to assaults and unreasonable rejection.

Those who are not gay cannot fully embody manhood without including gay men in their circle of being. Keeping them in the shadows, ostracizing them, or marginalizing their existence is not okay. We are all sinners, and it does not make us bad. However, those who seek to hurt people on purpose are the worse sinners of all. The pastor is not trying to shame you for being gay, he is letting everyone in that church house know they have done something wrong in their lives and are required to change.

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I actually like gay men because I think it takes a lot of courage to be yourself in a heterosexual World. So do not fear the LORD, and know he loves you just as much as everyone else. And Kim Davis and other county workers like herself will face discipline. Sitting back and allowing crimes to happen can leave the person committing them and their employers to face civil and criminal penalties, and they will also have to deal with the wrath of GOD. One of the most important passages in this Bible is, “Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no commandment greater.” Mark 12.31