
Happiness must be something solid and permanent, without fear and without certainty, and undeserved happiness sits very heavy upon the mind. So anyway, I have been holding out, and I kind of have deep feelings for someone, and have been waiting on this person, but I have been waiting for so long, and I recently started talk to someone that looks like the person I am in to, and we have been flirting and sharing pictures, and this person seems to have a physical attraction to me, which I like. We are separated by a few hundred miles, which is not that big of a deal, and while I have been holding on to my virtue and waiting for this other person, I totally would not object to hook up with this new person who seems to show an interest in me. After all, while I am holding out, the person I have deep feelings for, I have no idea what that individual is doing. You know what I mean, so I will keep talking to this new person and see where that goes. I need to hear you say, you love me all the way. Do not let me be the last to know. Do not hold back, just let it go. I need to hear you say, you need me all the way. Oh, if you love me so, do not let me be the last to know. I want to feel the way you feel. My friends say that you are so into me, and that you need me desperately. They say we are complete, but I want to hear it straight from you. Love is nothing in comparison with the intimacy of two congenial friends. Though my heart is not large enough to harbor more than one light love at a time, it has room for many warm friendships; and I am the warmest, most helpful, and most compassionate of friends.
